iamafellowhuman

I know most of my Wattpad friends don't read these anymore, but I wanted to say it anyway.
          	
          	I got a kitten. Late last year, and he's been sick for a while. He lost almost all feeling in his back legs and hasn't been eating or drinking. Last Monday, he had a seizure while I was at school, and my mom had to put him down. The next say at school out english teacher forced us to do a poem about how we feel. This was mine (the kittens name was Scout) :
          	
          	Scout.
          	
          	I am tired.
          	I wonder if he's okay now.
          	I hear his quiet crys.
          	I see him everywhere.
          	I want to have him back.
          	I am tired.
          	I pretend to be okay.
          	I feel exhausted.
          	I touch his soft fur.
          	I worry that he's not okay now.
          	I cry that he's gone.
          	I am tired.
          	I understand it was necessary.
          	I say he was saying goodbye.
          	I dream that he's healthy.
          	I try to remind myself that it was needed.
          	I hope he's able to walk now.
          	I am tired.

iamafellowhuman

I know most of my Wattpad friends don't read these anymore, but I wanted to say it anyway.
          
          I got a kitten. Late last year, and he's been sick for a while. He lost almost all feeling in his back legs and hasn't been eating or drinking. Last Monday, he had a seizure while I was at school, and my mom had to put him down. The next say at school out english teacher forced us to do a poem about how we feel. This was mine (the kittens name was Scout) :
          
          Scout.
          
          I am tired.
          I wonder if he's okay now.
          I hear his quiet crys.
          I see him everywhere.
          I want to have him back.
          I am tired.
          I pretend to be okay.
          I feel exhausted.
          I touch his soft fur.
          I worry that he's not okay now.
          I cry that he's gone.
          I am tired.
          I understand it was necessary.
          I say he was saying goodbye.
          I dream that he's healthy.
          I try to remind myself that it was needed.
          I hope he's able to walk now.
          I am tired.

iamafellowhuman

I just convinced my brother he was hallucinating. 
          
          11 at night.
          I'm supposed to be asleep so am my lights are off and my room is dark. I was secretly on my phone when my brother appeared and said,"Is there a light?" I told him no and hid my phone, but he didn't believe me and came over to my bed to look.  The idiot didn't switch the light on, so I put my phone in between my legs and he lifted the blanket and couldn't find it. I told him he was hallucinating. He believed it and left 

iamafellowhuman

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ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE-
          MY DUMB-ASS BRAIN CAUGHT FEELINGS FOR A GUY WHOS MOM IS BESTIES WITH MINE 
          AND OFC HES THAT ONE GUY THAT LIKE 25 GIRLS HAVE LIKED IN THE PAST 4 YEARS-
          
          But we had a play fight at school today, and I was squealing on the inside bc we were at our tuckshop and started whacking each other with our bags and play fighting 

iamafellowhuman

I feel like ranting 
          
          My teacher emailed my parents 
          
          She stated the following 
          >I'm not doing well in class
          >I'm failing or just barely passing tests
          >I'm always tired
          >I'm not focused 
          
          Now I have to go to bed at 8, and it's pissing me off . I'm also pretty sure I have ADD, but my mom doesn't believe me .

iamafellowhuman

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Alright so I know this is stupid but everything that has been going on with my mom recently has made me remember one moment that happened just under 2 years ago but makes me wanna cry when I think about it  , this is it ..
          
          
          One evening before bed I was in my mom's room saying goodnight and she brought up a topic of something and holy shit it escalated quickly because all of a sudden she was accusing me of stealing when I know I didnt take shit from her . 
          I tried to walk away from the argument, but she followed . Now we were standing in my bedroom doorway, and the bathroom right next to it, which my dad was in . Shit kept escalating, and I was defending myself while she kept going with the accusations , this fight had been going on for about 30-40 minutes now and I'm in absolute tears , her and I screaming back and forth when she screamed and when I say screamed I mean screamed at me "ENOUGH!" 
          I was so fucking scared and angry that I couldn't stop shaking , like I was visibly shaking . She had never used that tone with me , she then yelled at me more while i just stood there shaking and crying . Then my dad stormed out the bathroom and told my mom he would deal with me , she screamed at me while she went back to her room.
          My dad then continued to yell at me for these reasons -
          >Not in bed yet (almost 1.5 hours past bedtime)
          >yelling at mom
          >speaking with attitude
          >misbehaving
          
          Basically shit like that , he them continued to lecture me while I'm still crying . After about another 30 minutes of yelling, it's now 23:30 . I went to bed crying that night and was absolutely exhausted the next day . Oh, and I was also forced to go apologise to my mom , like bitch tf ?
          
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          Yeah that moment was traumatic and I still feel like I can hear her scream in my head and every time I do I start to cry a little . There have been many more situations but never as bad as that .
          
          
          Alr bye ppl ! Thanks for listening to the rant 

-Bxby_Quxxn-

@iamafellowhuman im sorry for these awful people
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