Eunoia

I think I'm done with this account, the updates are getting slower and slower, life is getting busier and messy, so maybe it's time I wrap this up. Most of my stories are already complete, the ones that are not, idk if I'll be able to update, I'm extremely sorry for that. Thank you for everything. Goodbye, guys, I'll miss you all. Keep smiling :)

Here is the sapphic romance book I was talking about, if anyone is interested in reading. Please lemme know what you think if you do read <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/397583141?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=iamprettywitch2-0
          
          

Wanna write an original character sapphic romance, full of angst and suffering so bad!! 

Theme is very pretty <3

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          even though I loved ishman but maybe no not maybe I definitely loved abhiynak more and more here even though they only had oneshot type of thing I absolutely loved it even more and I so badly want and wish to have more and more of it dude, like I binge read it last night and since then I am stuck with them. that randomly founding each other as their soulmates, spending time with each other at library and pretending to focus on their respective works but couldn't help stealing glances,Abhi taking mayu to his fav place,them spending quality time with each other there,and then that bye hug,Abhi getting Mayu's number and them talking hours and not getting enough of each other and even at party Abhi just finding his baby mayu even though he was surrounded by a lot of people he just wanted to be with his mayu and also I remember subhi mentioning abhi's stay at Mayu's place, man i can't help myself loving them even more and more and not me trying to make scenarios of them and now hope you get how badly I want their story on that soulmates story ahhh I just loved them sweetie (heart emoji)

Hi pretty girl(heart emoji) I recently completed one more book of your(where's the moon to my sun?) of ishman and ngl I loved that too so much huh! I wish there would be something like that IRL as well but nevermind as it's not possible but I was more than happy to read something like that, I have read fanfiction of ishman where they are usually bsf and then becomes lovers but it's not usual to read Stangers to lovers,not saying there isn't any but not much I guess and I loved it and absolutely I loved there love,care, support, patience, madness, happiness for the other one and much more for each other like they can do anything and everything when it comes to each other and for sure you portrayed everything so beautifully and from beautiful I remembered you mentioning quotes,songs and even poetry if saying or remarking something then honestly I am a big fan of poetry and more than mad for songs but everyone has their own type so does I and ngl it wasn't my type but that doesn't mean they weren't good or something even though I somewhere also liked them but not they were nice ahh sorry if by any chance it seemed rude or it hurt you even a little and remember I absolutely love your work and you sweetie (heart emoji)

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          although these all are my fav but "crush" "source of dopamine" specially "not in our control" are at top and my love of these is just too much as I just love these at great extant and I read them again and again which is btw very uncharacteristic of me but do I mind? of course a big no and I with I could get more and more of something like this (which is not possible {sad emoji})

Hi sweetie (I can't help mayu has overtaken my mind and heart) I just wanna say that I so badly in love with your book "love? yeah love" of abhiynak and let me tell you it was my first of them as before I had only read ishman and some ICT bl and some random one but of their it was first and thankyou so much for making me love them soooo much I just can't help loving them just bcz of you and also I tried finding some more like that but I couldn't I mean I just didn't like and left in mid bcz yours was just more than perfect for me and when I thought I wouldn't be more loving it you proved me wrong every single time and this is just so adorable lovely cute and just so pure I wish I would find something more like that and in specific I just loved how mayu comforted Abhi and them being absolute cutie in "I'll be there with you" and in "source of dopamine" how both secretly loved each other and I just loved bsf to bf they were so adorable in that I just can't help adoring and loving them and I also loved "young love" them being cuties there just loved it and in "secret" just loved the casual confession of them and their post confession rom-com hehe and in "worth it" our cutie mayu being absolute cutie and Pookie for his Abhi or we say "his pretty boy" hehe and his efforts love care and patience for Abhi and his love is just so loveable and in "crush" this is the one I'm not able to overcome this is so overwhelming for good I just loved the cutie mayu the way he came and lated in  his pretty boy's lap and started doing his lovey Dovey things and then just loving each other and confessing in one of the cutest way possible I just loved it and same feeling with "not in our control" but this is more special and close to my heart as I just love enemies to lovers and I am in love with the hole but that part where Abhi comforted mayu in the most cutest and adorable way possible for me like I am at loss of words to express how much I loved that (heart emojis)

Why?
          
          Her heart feels lost, unaware of its own feelings, 
          Unaware of the what and why, that she so desperately wants to know,
          She searches everywhere, 
          but can't find the reason. 
          Why is it so heavy? 
          Why does everything hurt?
          Why does even love feels like a sharp knife rather than a gentle caress?
          Why does she cry every night?
          And why does she not know the reason for her tears? 
          Why does every word sting, poking her soul like a pricking needle?
          Why does every breath feel like a weight so heavy it might crush her whole?
          Why is everything she once loved so distant now? 
          Why does it feel like she's beneath the water, but not drowning, just longing for her land with a sorrow-filled gaze? 
          Why are there so many whys?
          And why does she not know the answer to even one?
          
          (One more random poem ^⁠_⁠^)

Hello author!! Sorry for disturbance. But I would be glad if you check this out. If you do pls vote and comment. Looking forward for your help.
          
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/363051630?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=rizzwicked
          
          
          Thnx❤️
          TC✨