it's new year but I'm feeling down. the worse part is, i couldn't share it to people i know, they know me as a happy person, the one who always tells a joke and makes them laugh. tf being so low and down isn't something normal. and so, i just post it, just to let out my feelings. no expectation, just really want to let it out and reduce this burden.
Still... Happy New Year to all. Have a great 2023. cheers!