iamjoei

I had a dream. In that dream I have a close friend. I can’t remember her face but it feels like we’ve known each other for years. For her we are only friends, but for me I like her more than that, of course she doesn’t know that.
          	
          	Then one day, we were walking along with our group of friends, when our hands suddenly brushed. Not once, I really counted it. Four times. My brain said don’t do it but my heart is already drumming excitedly. So I reached out and held her hand. I waited for the resistance but there was none. Instead, she held me tighter as if saying “it’s okay, don’t ever let me go”
          	
          	Then, I woke up. 
          	
          	Now I’m sad. Sad that it’s just a dream. Sad that it didn’t last. Sad that I didn’t see or remember her face.
          	
          	Will I see you again?

iamjoei

I had a dream. In that dream I have a close friend. I can’t remember her face but it feels like we’ve known each other for years. For her we are only friends, but for me I like her more than that, of course she doesn’t know that.
          
          Then one day, we were walking along with our group of friends, when our hands suddenly brushed. Not once, I really counted it. Four times. My brain said don’t do it but my heart is already drumming excitedly. So I reached out and held her hand. I waited for the resistance but there was none. Instead, she held me tighter as if saying “it’s okay, don’t ever let me go”
          
          Then, I woke up. 
          
          Now I’m sad. Sad that it’s just a dream. Sad that it didn’t last. Sad that I didn’t see or remember her face.
          
          Will I see you again?

iamjoei

I don’t usually recommend a book because first, I’m just a reader and I don’t think I have qualifications except I have read a lot of books. And second, I only have few followers, 20 to be exact  thank you all for following 
          
          Anyway back to recommendation, I just finished reading 2 books and I really want to recommend them because it got me really hooked! It’s a trilogy but the final book is not yet up, hoping that it will be soon. 
          
          Sooo, if you are into young adult, lesbian love story, AND fantasy/supernatural, I want to recommend these books to you. happy reading!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/303724624?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=iamjoei
          
          
          I hope the link works ❤️

iamjoei

@KathrynWarner0 really want to share them, don’t wanna gatekeep good books ^_^ hope more readers found your books. looking forward to more stories ❤️
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KathrynWarner0

@iamjoei Thank you for the shout out. :) It means a lot.
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iamjoei

can you help me find a book. i don't remember the title, but the story is about a lesbian couple who rented/bought a house previously owned by a dead lesbian couple who turned to ghost. it's a weird storyline but i love the book so i want to re-read them. thank you.

iamjoei

yeah! that’s the exact book  i actually found it few weeks ago and re-read  i still love it. thank you!
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JoBlackheart

I’m sorry for the late.. I just saw your post. If am not mistaken the book you’re looking for might be “ghosted” . Which is written by @loiosh I hope that’s the story you have been looking for
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iamjoei

isn't it ironic that all homophobes go out during pride month. like... they wait for this month and say all hateful comments like "gay is contagious" or "that [pride parade] is why gay people is increasing". like.. wtf? the worst part is hearing these comments from your family. those who laughed with you, those  you share your meals with. i'm grateful that i'm thicked-skin and i just let it go from one ear to another. but, i have feelings too...
          
          yeah im still in the closet. obviously...

iamjoei

@JoBlackheart we are on the same boat. it sucks! no one knows, even my closest friend. i cant trust anyone. that's why im thinking of migrating to another country that no one knows me. just to be "free" and i can finally say that im out and proud.
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JoBlackheart

It's kind of sad.. In wattpad I can proudly say that I'm gay.. But, when I was with all my friends and family outside of wattpad world and hear the discussion about lgbt.. I'm still in the closet
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