마마..

Not gonna lie, I feel a bit disappointed.
          
          You're the first man I expect to care for me the most. If you do not take care of me well, I will be unable to believe in men, even when they are kind.

My expectation when I said that I got surgery next month.
          "What?? I'll accompany you then."
          
          What I got:
          "ooh.." while he faced the sky, not at me.

My instincts tell me he might leave me after 3-4 months. And he already seems to have lost interest in me. Kinda ... true maybe?

Having my first boyfriend yet surprisingly I don't know if I really love him and questioned why he actually loved me for the first place (he confessed first btw)

"Is this incest-"
          
          "nope"
          
          "But it look like incest-"
          
          "It's pseudoincest, it's not real incest"
          
          Waklu

Saw her while not being invited, reminding me that I'm not 100% straight. She knows I'll be gay for her. 
          
          What a way to celebrate the pride month. 

Oh I got a random plot again
          
          Accidental roommate + scam + possessive love + avoidance attachment + lavender marriage (?) 
          
          Already saw the chaotic vision. What should I named them-

Who the hell rosakkan watak Raudah ni-

I thought Laila was a chill character until I get deep in her emotions. 
          
          Damn she also suffered a lot. Syahir why you hurt her when you loved her a lot??

Still feel uneasy about my Korean OCs btw. I write her too ridiculously, too blindly in love but understandable. I wrote her using my experience watching my heartbroken friend who just broke her engagement with her fiancée because her fiancée dating her own friend. 
          
          But I think I wrote her too cruel. Too bad gurl... I can't save her even in her own story.