@HedwigPrewett hi...i have been seeing these. it's me, spoaty, from a different account because i can't log back into my old one.
it's been two years since you posted this, so idk if you will see this now. in case you do, i wanted to say a few things.
i left so abruptly for my mental health back then. i'm so, so, so sorry for not telling you i was. it was a very quick decision that i needed to make for myself, and it was not fair at all for me to do what i did.
i can't believe you guys still kept posting on here years later. you have no idea how much it means. it ripped my heart to leave. you were like family to me. i've missed you all - you have no idea. i haven't moved on.
i don't know how much you're on here anymore, and how much i will be either. but i wanted to acknowledge how much i do care. i love you. i still think about our old times. i hope you are doing amazing. you were an incredible friend. <3