i wanna start a new book and i have soo many ideas but idk if it should be ferard, joshler, or phan lmao
i would have to map it out before i write it ofc or else im just never gonna keep up with updates on both my books
Wtf is with the shitstorm in the mcr twitter fandom?? Ppl are like asking Gerard to make a public statement about something and they’re mad he hasn’t? Can someone explain what’s going on I’m so confused
Self care is skipping one-shot chapters that revolve around depression and other extreme things because you know you mentally can’t handle reading those things anymore.
Okay I think I’ve reiterated enough that I haven’t been on Wattpad a lot.
But what the fuc KK MY FERARD STORY IS #5 ON THE FERARD TAG
W H A T
How did I just see this now omg
AS EVERYONE HAS HEARD MCR IS BACK WHICH MEANS I AM OFFICIALLY EASING MYSELF BACK INTO THE FANDOM BC MY EMO HEART CANT TAKE THIS.
Like I found out about the reunion a week after everyone else bc I’m never online and always busy but what the actual fuck I actually lost all hope they’d get back together but it turns out all the cONSPIRACY THEORIES WERE TRUE
yikes hey guys im back after two years!! lmao
and to show my commitment back to wattpad i just published a long overdue update on my ferard story!
not that anyone cares but heres whats been happening in those two years i was gone lol:
my boyfriend that i mentioned in my ferard book just dumped me like three months ago after dating me for a year so that was fun. he was one of the major reasons for my absence bc he's very high maintenance
tbh i just didnt need to feel the need to read or write fanfic anymore bc i felt like i finally felt like i had a life cuz i had new pretty lit friends and my bf. when i came to wattpad back in like 2014 or something it was bc i felt pretty lonely so i threw myself into obsessing over fandoms and shit bc then at least i had something fun to fill up all my spare time with.
i think my reasoning for coming back after such a long time is that i now find myself in the same place i was in all those years ago as i just got dumped and all of my close friends seem to have dumped me too haha... so im coping by running back into the sweet release of the fandom world again!
obviously im not really as into all the same fandoms i was into two years ago, but i can still appreciate them. like idk if im as obsessed with all the "emo" bands and youtuber fandoms as before but i dont rly mind continuing my fanfics. who knows maybe ill get back into them!
@lokiconcerned aww ty. Hopefully I’ll be better in a couple months cuz college apps is rly taking something out of me. I’ve been doing a bit better rn bc I’ve decided to focus on my real friends that actually stayed with me. So we’ll see. But ty for that kind words they rly warmed my heart ☺️
welcome back! sorry about your friends and your ex, that's awful. lol i very much relate to what you're saying about why you first joined/why you left/why you're back, i also came back to wattpad like 3 months ago. hope you're doing okay! (:❤️