Is it just me?? Bc why do i have this feeling inside me that is selfish?? Like i want to be the ONLY ONE to see Jungkooks abs, i mean i dunno. I know i accept never having him, but what if im not fully aware of that?? Its just so sad to think that the men i actually love deep down will never be mine. But oh well even if it hurts im proud that they won the BBMAs and get to perform well too AND GET TO HANGOUT WITH MY MOST FAVORITE SOLOIST TAYLOR SWIFT LIKE LSHDBSSKANAHABJDNADVAKSHBDKD