Nagito Komaeda

Quick question that doesnt have much to do with other conversations. Are you followed by user @Lindsaycorrie ??

hi. u seem to be upset. i have a big gift 4 u!!! it is… a big fluffy bearrrr :3 he has a little zip and you can take a smaller bear out of it.. and you can hug him whenever you feel bad..

Okay so the good news! Yipppeee! 
          
          I’m going to be attending a convention on the 5th and 6th of October!! I will be going as Hatsune Miku and Zero Two!!
          
          Originally I was going to go as Komi from Komi can’t communicate, but the wig looked so weird and I couldn’t find the right shade of purple-black to make it myself so I had to just do Hatsune Miku instead!! Not that I’m complaining because she’s my current obsession at the moment 

(Trigger warning possibly?) Never doing  “online friends” ever again. Like I had a really hard time yesterday, so I put something on my instagram story and then my friend at the time said, “what’s wrong?” And just kept harassing me over it even though I didn’t want to talk about it. But they eventually forced me to and then they said they were going to block me once I said what was wrong because I was effecting their mental health even though they have never stated this before. So I said my goodbyes blah blah blah, then they started messaging me on Roblox (which I barely play nowadays), making out like I was a bad guy and then said that I was a disappointment to my mam and that I should go kms. 
          
          They only started being funny with me as soon as they forced me to say that I liked them more than just a friend and then rejected me even though I didn’t even choose to say that. Just like how him and his ex’s broke up, so I swear all of those ex’s went through the same thing and I honestly feel so bad for them :( 

I hate my mam so fucking much. 
          It’s my birthday in 13 days so she agreed that I could go to Melanie Martinez’s concert and everything. So I got my hopes up and looked for seats, etc… I even chose an outfit that I was going to wear to see her. It’s been my dream since 2012 to go see her live. My mam knew this.
          
          However, as soon as I bring it up again this morning, trying to ask her which seat I was to book, then she has a problem with it. She doesn’t want me going alone, so I said I’d take my friend with me but she just flat out refuses. See if this was my sister asking then she’d be allowed; So why not me!? I get I have autism but that’s easy to ignore, if it was for the sake of seeing my favourite singer then I’m sure I can ignore it. It would have been my own fun for the year.
          But now that’s ruined… 
          I’ll never be able see her… she will not be doing any concerts in the UK near me ever again. Well.. not for a while anyway…

People ever randomly read smut and you just be sitting there giggling and smiling like a good? 
          Yeah that's me right now- LMFAO-

Haha, I haven't felt so much betrayal and hurt in my life. Remember that partner I was with? We have been together since 08/06/2017 and she broke up with me the other day because "We'd be both be better off alone" and and that I never bothered to talk to her. I always made the effort to speak, open up with her, I was always there when she wanted a shoulder to cry on. It was always me who bothered to fix a relationship she didn't want to fix. I moved in two years ago? I believe? Her and her mother basically turned me against my family. Made me trust them, got my hopes up just to throw me to the side all the time. She made everything a competition. I got diagnosed with Autism and ADHD not that long ago and immediately made it a competition that she "had it worse than me", keep in mind that she hasn't got any diagnosis. 
          

Omgggggg, I finally got my account back lol! Hello everyone, it's been a while hah.

Lol I almost had a panic attack earlier. Sooooo, I have stories in my draft, right. Well my app automatically updated itself and I had to log myself into my account again, which I did not raise an eyebrow over. However, I had left my airplane mode on so none of my stories showed up, so I thought the app automatically deleted them too (Which I lost my temper and cried over lol).
          
          
          Oh yeah, Happy New Year by the way! I hope everyone is having a good year so far!

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