icannotputwhatIwant

So I started a journey. A journey that is hard to write (because I keep crying). I don't know where it is going to go. But Fall From Grace is published! I only have one chapter right now and please go easy on me but also I trust this community to challenge me to be a better author and I believe y'all will inspire me to write more. I don't have a beta reader, I am not perfect but I think I have something. So please don't be shy, take a look and please share your criticism with me. I am open for any help you guys might offer but rn, shoutout to @WoodLandBooks / Lex for his help. What you will be reading/read is beta so anything can change in that book. I just wanted to share the process. Happy reads and cheers for a better world and great stories to come!

TheLandscaper

Heya! Come check out the last chapter, I can't wait!

TheLandscaper

@icannotputwhatIwant Oh, I'm sorry man! I hope everything is well now. LOL yes, I just saw your comments. There's never a rush to read by the way! You're just one of my favorite readers is all ^^
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icannotputwhatIwant

@WoodLandBooks Ah Lex, I have been having such a shitty week! I checked out now, I did not have time to do anything for myself, just ran around all the time but I am so happy that Ian and Oliver are getting kind of good again because I was about to break into your place and shout at you
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icannotputwhatIwant

So I started a journey. A journey that is hard to write (because I keep crying). I don't know where it is going to go. But Fall From Grace is published! I only have one chapter right now and please go easy on me but also I trust this community to challenge me to be a better author and I believe y'all will inspire me to write more. I don't have a beta reader, I am not perfect but I think I have something. So please don't be shy, take a look and please share your criticism with me. I am open for any help you guys might offer but rn, shoutout to @WoodLandBooks / Lex for his help. What you will be reading/read is beta so anything can change in that book. I just wanted to share the process. Happy reads and cheers for a better world and great stories to come!

icannotputwhatIwant

So, okay. I am writing this new thing... Really new, and it is baby steps. And I need beta readers? Or a community that I can get some advice from? Because I am new to this and I want to take this seriously. Also I think I have something interesting. I would really appreciate if you can drop a dm, or show me some sort of way. So I can also brainstorm with someone.
          
          Love, Me.

icannotputwhatIwant

Don't get me wrong, I don't lie like crazy, I don't think I am a pathological liar. Let me give an example, I just wrote that 'I write scripts' and that 'that's what I normally do', and I lied, I am not an author or script-writer. I definitely want to be one and now that I can breathe the clean air, I am ready to put some work on it. I normally listen to music and imagine a scenario, like episodes even. Like a whole TV show and I swear on my mom, they look so majestic on my mind.
          
          If you ask me what I am working on, I can give you thousands of answers, I do not work on them, they are on my mind I create them. I will share my babies with you. That's my game here. Creating a portfolio of ideas and little by little, adding some words, making them real, creating bibles for them, finding out if people can see what I see or how they interpret because I'll be honest, I don't like people normally, but I actually love them. If I did not like them, I would not want to write about them.
          
          I don't know what I sound like right now. Maybe a maniac? I just tell y'all I lie, and I imagine stuff so it might not give a good impression or no impression at all? To be honest I don't know but I want to share something here every day, I don't know what type of story or maybe a part of a script but there you go this is the first thing I post, really feels like 75 years old on a Facebook (actually I am 21, soon to be 22) but I just want a confessional before start writing.
          
          Cheers to more stories and enjoy.

icannotputwhatIwant

"There is a knot in my throat that won't let me go. Every time I try to gulp, I feel it there, right before I was leaving my house, my family, my best friend. I don't want to cry, I am strong. I am not saying crying is a sign of weakness, it is absolutely not. But it is for me, because I know myself, because I live with me."
          
          It's been exactly two years that I wrote this. Right now I don't remember what happened and I wanted to tear myself up and maybe a tear dropped to my left cheek that reminded me I am a human too and I deserve some sad time. I don't know Wattpad really well so I'll just throw myself out here and introduce myself because as I understand, we don't have a message board or something. This is a place to write stories right? You might think that an introduction is unnecessary but I would actually fight you on that. Everyone deserves to be a story or even a book, a legacy if they want to. I want to be legend sometimes, sometimes I want to be a novella, but I definitely want to be a script for a TV show. That's what I do normally, writing scripts.
          
          Well... Not exactly.
          
          I promised myself that I would be truthful to people here because I have so much respect for people who writes to themselves, to their lovers, or to someone else. Writing is hard but lying is not. Not for me at least. I think I lie so much and that's my problem. Actually, my problem is not lying, my problem is how I see them. I don't think them as lies at the moment, more like a script, a pilot element but in reality there are no pilot elements, there are only lies and truths, and other things but for the sake of this writing let's be reductionist a lil' bit.
          
          But I stopped, I don't create white lies to my friends to entertain them anymore, which makes me little bit boring at times because I don't have a lot of stories to tell. But still, you know what they say, I might look like a burnt chicken nugget but I still love myself. (1)

FreeFireFiction

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@FreeFireFiction oh shit I still couldn't check your book. It is not u bubu, it is me. I was not treating you right. But I am going to, I promise. 
            -Stay with luv u talented, wild animal.
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