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my room is where my throat hung, and my fingers turned purple

kimse görmeden, kimse fark etmeden solup giden bir gül gibi

bazen her şeye ve herkese aşıkmışım gibi seviyorum yaşamayı geri kalan zamanda ise her şey soluk gri hissiz cansız ve anlamsız 

trying not to fade away but i guess i’ll be just unsuccessful like i always do

I’ve been leaving you in radio silence 
          Though I’d love to catch a pass
          Waited long enough that I could never call you
          Baby how fucked is that 
          And it’s all just so forgettable

fake smiles always surrounders me i am tired though i keep on acting ‘till the end i guess?