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I might be frazing this badly but i feel tired of the wold i saw and pretented to be arround me. Im bored just- doing anithing while i get stressed doing things that prepare me for the futur. 
          
          I am putting my books on hold for a moment and take the time to find things not even i can fraze, ive been painting just not that much but i can post about them. I like showing it to my parents so this idea cant be bad. Nvm. Im going off track the reason i put the books on hold is bicus im tired. 
          
          
          And a book about my painting so far will be posted to keep you updated slightly i guess? Im not sure how long ile take to make stories again. I have already disepeared a while now perhaps its been a month? 
          
          But aniways ile see you guys eventually again. Thank you for sticking arround and ile come back when i come back :)

Nah. Yall i gotta share this..btw it took 2 hours and 30 minutes to get home, now with that info enjoy this (this message was send to my parents)->
          
          
          My bus had +40 today, emergency brake used 2 times, hit 4 different moving things. Made people miss their bus stop, took a wrong turn, argued in the bus itself. The bus driver didn't even pay attention and was on the phone. The gentleman also stood still just to do his explanation on the phone with someone. Well finally home
          
          
          Grazy way to go home with yall..i was mad as fuck no more tired i just worked from early hours and then that? Man 

Yk-
          
          There's only one person in the whole world that will love you for who you are. And that would be your lover.
          
          Siblings? Your there sibling ofcourse they love u.
          Parents: ur there kid.
          Uncle, tante: your the grand child
          Elder: SAME THING
          
          A lover loves you for YOU. May you be stupid or wierd. They love you. For real 
          

This comment of a friend today is really bothering me so much right now, okey let me tell you the details to it.
          
          We planned a piknik and movie yesterday and so when it was piknik i had made the day after i got back from somwere with an airplane some snack,  i like this snack and i was happy to share it. She takes a bite and imidiently looked discusted. She told e she dint like it i was okey with that. Evribody has difrent tastes. Then another friend disciped how it tasted or them (the cookie of an icecream with strawberrymilk in between) that felt nice to hear course!
          
          But then the same person that disliked my snack was looking intensly at the cookie she bit into much to my confusion. She then asked this-> 'are there insects in this?' And that offended me. Or hurted me really, bicus why would i? I like this snack the 2 boys who were with us too but tht comment had problebly crushed me at that moment more then anithing.
          
          If you dint like it thts okey but you dont just ask if wombody added an insect in there if they like the snack or made it themselfs right? Or am i wrong? 
          
          Man that just really sticks in my head right now and it hurts i had lots of leftovers aswell even in the kitchen i made it, i ended up putting it all in a box and it now just lays next to my bedroom window..
          
          It just for some reason hurt me a lott. 
          
          

Im on a plane yall, till later! Ile write books while im up :]

Wishing evribody a happy newyear! And a good start of 2025!!

Yall.
          
          Warning im a qlow updater on books at the. Moment or- already a few weeks days-  but yeah- still try to do it fast but life y1 know. Hard (ノ-_-)ノ~┻━┻
          
          Aniways hope you guys dont mind to wait!

Hey evribody! So from the last udate on a book i was think about somthing, and now i believe i have some plots for books as thus! These 2 i just made today!
          Still working on the page tho.
          
          They will be slow updates, my weeks are pretty time consuming rn so typing a lott is a lott to ask for the moment. Ile do my best tho to update here and there if not in the 2 books im preparing (compleetly new ones) then in other books.
          
          Now enjoy the rest of your week!
          
          

Second time ever detention in this svhool last year i was full panic when i was late, so i had a second change and let out of detentipn meanong i could just go home the same day, aniways.
          
          Today a lott happend i have to go help school with 2 other students with an event and that drama. Aniways so to the detention! I had to only stay 30 minutes longer, no big deal! Not at all! I dint mind for once, also why i was late? I showzr at night not during mornings cus i find that wya to stressfull and i had an acident of me not having washed all the saop from my hair well and so on.
          
          So i showered in the morning. Then at the end i took 20 minutes on the toilet taking sush a damn . I dont feel 1shamed cus evribody shits but mah shit had the wrong timing as i leave for school at 8:10 tho today i left at 8:20. Ofcourse i expected to be late so i dint even mind stess riding my bike to school, i expected it tmand got detention. 
          
          Now detention just happend and i had to write this bundle of rules and school stuff on a white paper. Had a bit of fun tjo suprisingly, idk if its just me but i dit it 50 minutes! Hehe 
          
          
          Aniways have to go help school now. Bye!!!

Im sorry if im not posting a lott or well haven't for a while.