@iceprincess1888 Ok so you probably don’t even have Wattpad anymore and if you do you probably use a different profile but I have had a lot of dreams about you lately which is really weird because we haven’t talked since high school. I tried to look you up online to get a hold of you and see how life is, but I think you have me blocked. If you ever see this just know that like I’m not the same person I used to be and you were truly the best friend I ever had. EVER. And I was lied to about you and I reacted to a lot out of confusion & also because of how I was made to by someone else and it was so wrong of me to handle myself the ways I did and justify my wrongness how I did and it’s so embarrassing now and I just want to ask for your forgiveness. You don’t have to give it, but I’m sorry for anything and everything I’ve ever done or said to you or about you. We used to be 2 peas in a pod & now I think you hate my guts and that’s ok, I don’t blame you. There’s so much water under the bridge now, perhaps, but I’m seeking you out the only way I could figure out how to. And here’s to praying it works. I miss you as my friend- however long ago that may have been. Please forgive me. I’m not that person anymore I was in high school or at C of O or even six months ago. I’m trying to do whatever I can to be a better person and I’ve felt so strongly that it was necessary to attempt to meaningfully apologize to you however I could. I even reread the old poems you’ve posted on here- and I stand my opinion that you’re the best writer I’ve ever met. I’m sorry, Madison. I hope life goes beautifully for you in every way.