How should I say this, hey stranger, or hello jolly good fellow, or sup, or a hi, or how'd there so many ways of greeting but the main one is hey.
Lets wonder about feelings, we all have them but I want to feel numb for the time being put on a fake smile & say I'm good. Eventually when I'm alone I'm gone make myself feel the pain others cause me & stress about it.
I will be silent while on the inside I be screaming demanding attention but I won't want to burden anyone with my pain cause the last few times felt like a slap in the face.
To ever reads this thanks for listening well reading I let it out now.
