Writing is so weird for me because I end up dissociating and then questioning my entire existence and just spiraling down into this huge whirlpool of paranoia, anxiety, and numbness.
Little update: I'm going to be writing but I won't be posting because it feel it's better for my mental health, the stress of feeling I have to post again in insane, so I'll prolly have a lot of chapters ready once I feel good enough to come back