ichigomomoiri

sometimes there are things that keep on happening even if you don't want it to happen...

ichigomomoiri

i never wanted to be who I am right now, things seems to be in misery and in pain, as i woke up  this morning, there's this feelings that came rushing through me... but then it came to my senses that all am feeling right now is emptiness.. that there's no one who really cares, no one who really understands me, no one who really accepts me, that all  eyes  around me are full of  critisism.. 
          
          it's hard to wear a mask......
          
          it's hard to breath, it's hard to see clearly the things around you....
          
          and there's this feeling of suffocation, where you think that in any seconds, you might die because you're running out of air..
          
          the feeling that you need some little space so that even just  for a minuite you can remove that mask.....
          
          that even for a second you could release the pain... 
          
          i tried hard enought to be the person they want me to be.. 
          
          but things change...
          
          everything changes........
          
          anyone could change, whether it's for the better or it's for the worst.....

ichigomomoiri

ayun the day does not goes well for me.....
          
          i want to dedicate this poem for the tagapagpayo for the day.....
          
          never feel as if you are like a worn out jeans,
          never feel like your just a little pimple in the skin,
          never feel like this world turn it's back on you,
          cause you know you mean something too,
          
          as you cried in every pain,
          i hope your life would again regain,
          
          for i know that someday you'll see,
          the meaning of your plea...
          
          .................dot dot