@red_writes013 it's really complex to explain, I don't study philosophy as a subject, I like reading about them, yeah, I'm interested in philosophy, I've read quite a bit of it, it's not the only topic I'm interested in, I'm into a wide array of topics from alchemy, qabalah, psychology, theology, mystery religions, some quantum physics, existential philosophy, I'm also extremely interested in studying the ideas of ancient religions, especially that of Christianity and comparing it with today's human condition.
My profile picture is the baphomet depicted by the French occultist eliphas levi. It is in accordance with the trismegistus principle of as above so below, the hand above denoting the realm of Chesed, the one below that of geburah. I post about these topics on my Instagram, it's private because I speak on certain controversial topics I guess.
If you want to follow me there, feel free. It's ivan.dionysus, the two beings are related to nietzche, in a way, Ivan is a character in dosteovskys the brothers karamazov, while dionysus is a Greek god.