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I love your oneshots and the 2 years stories 

Happy Christmas to all of you who celebrate it.
          
          So, I know you want an explanation as to why I haven't been posting anything, when I've said that I would be posting each week.
          
          Long story short, first week I should have been posting I had so many exams that I hadn't had the time to write anything, so wanted to surprise you next week with two chapter in total.
          
          And then my the power in the whole neighborhood went out.
          
          It should've been, you know only a like a few hour long one, but then they found a few faults in the system and they had to fix it. Otherwise it would've gone out at a later date and much longer.
          
          So, the power was off and on for a few weeks, until this week, when they finally managed to fix it.
          
          It was a total nightmare, only had so little charge on my phone and I needed to spend time studying, so I couldn't post anything.
          
          But now that I am back, you should expect some chapters as am trying to catch up on what I missed.
          
          The only good news is that I had written thing down on paper so I could just copy it over if I wanted to.
          
          So, that's why, these past few weeks have been stressful.
          
          Welp all that aside...
          
          HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
          
          Hope you have a great remaining of your day and make sure to stay hydrated.

I’ve never Covid 

Today marks the sixth time I got tested positive for COVID.
          
          Like how in the everloving fu-

Hello Ladies, Gentlemen, and Non-binary pals.
          
          I have great news for you.
          
          Tomorrow at 7 PM GMT, I am going to post the first chapter of the first act of my book named: "2 years"
          
          It is a Jaya AU, featuring other ships such as Kailor and Pixane to name a few.
          
          I can't express the happiness that it brings me to post it. Without all of you, I wouldn't have had the motivation to do this, so thank you for your support. <3
          
          Also, with me saying I was rewriting it, I deleted it.
          
          I realized that it wasn't good to read at all, plus I wanted all of you to read the chapter before planning and writing the next one. The only thing I kept from the last one was the concept and the general outline. 
          
          I hope you are excited for tomorrow cause I sure am! :D
          
          Have a great morning/day/night and stay hydrated

So, I have bad and good news.
          
          Bad news. The "Something big" will have to get postponed as gimp just suddenly stopped working and I've tried all day to figure it out, but alas I failed. So it'll be either tomorrow, Tuesday or really sometime this week. So keep an eye on for that.
          
          Good news. I'll give you a little gift for Halloween tomorrow, a Jaya Halloween/Day of the Departed Oneshot. So make sure to stay tuned for that tomorrow.
          
          That's all I wanted to say, so have a good morning/day/night and stay hydrated!!!

Talking time with idcaboutmyusernameok
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          Plus a little bonus on the end
          
          Just a few minutes ago I was playing with my friend in a ranked match and I am genuinely concerned about people.
          
          Like, my friend made a mistake, everyone does, and this one guy starts just accusing of him having a disability.  Like bro what?
          
          So, I try to defend him of course (didn't know at the time but his voice chat was muted), and he just starts doing it to me. 
          
          I am very thick skinned even with anger issues, so I call them out on their idiotic behavior and that he shouldn't say things like that.
          
          For a moment in time he stayed silent, so I thought mayb-
          
          No, nope, he's doing it again.
          
          Calls me disabled, the f word, imitates my voice as if I were a nine year old (which is very odd since my voice is fairly deep) and calls me fat.
          
          At that point I was like f*** it. I am going to politely talk back to him.
          
          So, without the use of any slurs, I berated him as if he were a child. Mind you he was silent the whole time.
          
          And just before muting and reporting him, I could just hear the pure rage in his voice. It was hilarious and frightening at the same time.
          
          Like, I've seen nobody, nobody gets this angry at a middle skilled player.
          
          It genuinely frightens me how these people are allowed on the internet at all, let alone in the real world. 
          
          What if I was depressed or maybe even s*******? What would've happened?
          
          These kind of people are out there and genuinely hurting people and that makes me furious. And the only thing I can do is annoy them and report them.
          
          This genuinely ruined my mood.
          
          Ps: Something big is happening either tomorrow or on Sunday, so look out for anything! 

It's been a while. (dw, nothing bad)
          
          I am sorry for the inactivity lately. Tbh moving is a lot harder than I imagined. Many power and internet outages this month hadn't helped. School also started so there's that. Also doesn't help when you are coming down with COVID.
          
          Now this isn't a pity party about my life (trust me, I hate pity) and neither is this about excuses.
          
          I now can say, I've somewhat returned.
          
          However, don't wait for an update on one shot for about another week or less. (still sick)
          
          But, I will say, that I am currently in the process of writing the last three remaining Jaya Week prompts on my laptop so I'll post them when I can.
          
          I hope you have a good morning, day or evening and stay hydrated.
          
          (P.S: I have a little writers block on the new book I'm planning but you don't need to worry about that just yet.)

Normal teasers:
          
          Make a whole ass trailer about them.
          
          My teasers:
          
          Careless Jay, Jealous Nya, Not yet developed Jaya (Thats a lie, except it's not), Clueless Kai and a whole load of fluff and flirting
          
          ;)
          
          I don't even know why I started teasing it even though it is probably not coming out for at least another month or two XD.

I sometimes get discouraged when I see how other people (not necessarily only in this fandom) write compared to me. My absolute horrendous writing compared to their near perfect writing. 
          
          I do come to my senses quickly though, not to get discouraged because it just means there is space for improvements. 
          
          Hydrate and have a great day!