notyrbabe

I was about to ask, lately I am drowned in FirstKhao/ Sandray charm. And god believe me I have tones of ideas that I just couldn’t being muself to write. So choose.  Because boy I have no extra times to write all since I did part time job and studying. So the OPTIONS will be 
          
          
          1. Khao is a bi playboy and First is straight
          2. Frenemies FK/SandRay
          3. SandRay meeting each other after collage

Hi! I'm a new somsom on here, and I just published my first story! I wrote a fanfiction story for Khaotung:) 
          
          If you have the time to read it, I would truly appreciate it! If you don't have time, I completely understand! 
          
          Thank you!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/356010978?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Cafecito_Ole&wp_originator=RkG9ihYtvRednux5ZaD9NkbppHDQ1SacYRMNaAMo0gV6j%2FC4R7lcq0Ao3cPmOeIn89IjeQtQdsHuPHTYOk0CWJZdCXR3AJP4%2FBvdvLXBaiP7yGeplb7Rut6KvLULIuxr
          
          

I really miss Sandray. I want to write something about them...

I love you, i love you so much where i cant even stop my brain and my heart to think about you. 
          
          You need time. I know but im just hoping you know how much i miss you.

To the person i love most, I was not going to promise you too be together forever but i know i promise you, no matter how hard things get. It will always be you. But turns out you don’t really want me the way I wanted you. 
          
          So maybe, in another lifetime i will make you mine. But until then. Take care my love 

I got into car crashed last week, not that bad actually only the car were dent because i bumped into another car but i barely get any bruise. Then the car is already done last 2 days and I need to fetch my sister from school (i live alone, my parents is at scotland) but my father doesnt allow me to drive which he make me take the uber and now i arrive at the place early and been waiting for my sister for almost 2 hours. Likee goddddd have mercy :) 

You know, they said sometimes you need to takes the "burden" thats a process of growing up. 

https://youtu.be/200CqkoPnhk
          
          Enak bgt njir suaranya TEE, nikah yuk kita mas ❤️ 

I was still in the middle of studying (i have wuiz tomorrow, test in thursday, presentation on Friday and another sets of quizzez and test on monday and tuesday) but bruhh i cant focus. 
          
          I want talk my mind out. Which I cant talk about it in front of my friends. Atleast no one knows me here. Yeah. 
          
          At college we are a group of 5people. 3 boys and 2 girls. We are close, really. We did everything together (most of the time) since we are in the same class, taking same major and subjects. 
          
          1 of the boy there is my ex boyfriend. Which after we broke up we agreed to stay bestfriend. And everything was kinda good?. 
          
          Like i said, we have 2 girls in our group which is me and my bestfriend. Another girl. We are close. Her's mom knows me, love me. 
          
          Then, today. They drop the bomb. They are dating. I am super shock. I mean. I know they might. But I am not prepared, yet. And I am still uhm.. confused? I know i should be happy, for them. But i dont know how to act. I was acting that i am very happy and even congratulate them. 
          
          But.. 
          
          I am, i don't know. I just.. can't take it. 
          Yet. 
          
          There is a lot in my brain. 
          Like. 
          
          How am i going to act after this? 
          How are we suppose to call each other after this? 
          What if they fucked up and fucked our friendship also. 
          What if i fucked up and broke our friendship?
          
          
          I don't love him anymore. Atleast not that way. 
          He is one of my closest friend tho. 
          
          But.
          I don't know. 
          
          It's kinda hurt. But it is not their fault. I should be happy for them. 
          Forget everything behind. Right? 
          
          God i am confused. 
          
          Sorry for telling you this. I just need someone to talk. I mean to tell what i think and since no one here knows me then it's safe. 
          
          Don't date your friend. Moreover close friend cause if you fucked up it is not funny. Nah. 
          
          Won't do that again. Ever. 

I want to write oneshot angst, who do you think should be the main couple?