onyx !

How's it going? ^^

starting a diagnosis (OCD) that fits everything I’ve ever felt was wrong with me since childhood but finding a therapist who finally listens to you is so relieving honestly. like who I actually wasn’t crazy or fucked up in some way and someone actually is putting the pieces together instead of telling me to get over it

who wants tags on onyx's kpop global gg applyfic? sorry to all my non-K-pop followers, but this account was originally a kpop one lmao and im going back to my roots hehe

Just wanted to say hi and remind you that you're appreciated! Take care, okay? <3

GOOD NEWS! I finally quit one of my jobs, so I’ll be more free now! This job was actually dog shit and the manager was awful, but I did like my coworkers. After Saturday I will only have my morning job that pays more and is way better for me so yay!!! Super excited to feel like a real person again and have actual off days! :D

SUPERMAN THEME, I LOVE THAT 

WAIT DOES THIS MEAN WE HAVE A GENUINE CHANCE AT A GENUINE NIGHTWING MOVIE PLEASE JAMES GUNN PLEASE ID SELL MY KIDNEYS FOR THAT DICK GRAYSON IS MY FAVROIYE 

new theme bc Superman is my pookie and I’m a DCU nerd again, I’m sorry I missed you for so long my love… (I blame you Zack Snyder!!!!)

Superman was such a beautiful movie and everyone involved deserves their props and many more. I will admit, I hated Superman for the longest because of watching the other movies when I was younger, where I don’t think he was portrayed greatly. And to see this character I hated for so long turn into one of my favorites within mere minutes on a screen, I think a phenomenal thing has been done and we have a new generational viewing of who Superman is. 
          
          I am not afraid to say either that I shed some tears at many scenes, it’s very hard for me to connect with media but I easily did here, and I think that’s amazing and just beautiful. I have been a DCU fan since I was a young kid, but distanced myself due to the movie directions. I am just so so glad projects like this are being made with true love and passion for the characters and stories again, and not just something with big names plastered for attention or ignoring plot details for cinematic shots.
          
          Maybe this is weirdly emotional, but I have just connected to this movie in a way I haven’t in a long time and feel like one of my repressed interests has been resurged in a whole new light. So if you haven’t watched it, please do so! You don’t regret it!
          
          I can’t wait to see Supergirl next, plus what more we get from Mr. Terrific, Hawkgirl, Kryto, and Guy Gardner! Thank you to the new Superman for reinvigorating a childhood love!

wow, hey guys, its been a bit haha.... but seriously i just wanted to hop on here and explain, as i have some people reach out to me. first off, no, i have no left this account or anything! basically, i started a second job a little over two weeks ago, and still work at the one i had before that, so my days have been full. the first job i typically close at, and the new one i do stocking at, so i have been waking up at 4am. luckily, i do not work both jobs most days, but i do not have many days off anymore. like last week i worked 9 days straight, and this week i will work 7 days straight between them. and i know, a lot of people work 12 hour days, some 7 days a week, this is nothing near that but this is very new to me and taking a lot of adjusting for a while!
          
          so, when i am not working, i have been catching up on sleep or chores, and most of the time cant even put energy into anything else, like real life friends or family, much less getting online. so i have no been on here until like, two days ago to begin catching up on things, as for discord, i may log on for a sec every so often to read messages, but that's it. so i will be spending the next few days catching up on discord messages, as well as things here!!
          
          if anyone needs me quicker, i suggest my discord since i am going to try to be more active there, but here is fine to, i just may be slower to contact! as for my books, i am working on them, slowly lol, but things are getting done! i thank everyone who has stuck with me and hope you continue to do so, even with a crazy schedule lol. - onyx :)