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My 16th birthday was yesterday had the best time I feel like 16 is gonna be my best year and after the way it started yesterday I believe that new year new me 

hey

My mom refuses to believe I'm bisexual so every time I'm with her (which is not a lot bc I don't live with her) and Florida women be hot so everytime we go to town I'll see a girl and go "psst mom she's hot" and she gets so mad it's hilarious

My comeback from now on when someone trys to start drama with my will be "I'm not doing this with you. you can go somewhere else with that but know I'll be praying for you"
          And I can thank the empowerment conference I went to yesterday in Orlando, Florida for helping understand that prayer can fix a lot of things 
          So if anyone has anything they want to talk about or need anything my messages are open like if you have any prayer request let me know you don't have to go into full detail but just my messages are open :)

At this point everyone and everything can fuck off
          I'm tired of being told I'm annoying and dramatic and I'm making a big deal out of nothing funny thing is the people saying that are the people who don't know what it's like to go through what I am

The moment you realize certain lyrics from certain songs on the sour album can be for other things besides a break up *cough cough* parent drama
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          "You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt,"
          "Ain't it funny? All the twisted games All the questions you used to avoid"
          "you didn't cheat But you're still, you're still a traitor"
          "Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back"
          "It's back and forth, did I do something wrong? It's back and forth, maybe this is all your fault instead"
          "Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me If you ever cared to ask Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me"
          "But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it But I guess good for you" "good for you, I guess you're gettin' everything you want"
          "Well, screw that and screw you You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do"
          "Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me"
          "And you left me there cryin', wonderin' what I did wrong And you always say I'm never satisfied But I don't think that's true"
          "Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough for you"
          "But God, you couldn't have cared less about Someone who loved you more I'd say you broke my heart But you broke much more than that" 
          "I don't want your sympathy I just want myself back"
          "Cause someday, I'll be everything to somebody else"
          "You say I'm never satisfied But that's not me, it's you 'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough But I don't think anything could ever be enough For you"
          "I hope you're happy, I wish you all the best, really"
          "I hope you're happy, but don't be happier"
          "God, it's brutal out here"

Anxiety level 10 

Guys are dick's like it's unnecessary like just bc you have one doesn't mean you can be one 
           the next person I date will definitely be a girl 

@ttcbfe is a simp for @CHONISTANN 
          

Someone should definitely make me a playlist for my car ride tomorrow