hendery pink hair

it is not gonna kill me 
          so i can still do better than what i have done

remember when i told you that when it gets tough, i run away

i feel like breaking things because of you lately

my body is burning

im losing consciousness 
          struggle but its all filled with mud 
          every moment seems like forever

i am so not well these days

time to grow out of this, dont you think?

"i asked, full of powerlessness consuming me."

i am grateful to you but i dont understand

what an awful day promises to be,