bidoofwithcovid

I actually forgot this account existed so I guess I'll do an update. 
          
          So, visiting a pretty cringe account from like 3 years ago wasn't on my Christmas list, but kidney failure wasn't on it either and that's pretty damn likely. I've moved pretty much entirely to Ao3. I haven't posted anything on there yet, but I probably won't do anything here anytime soon. I was pretty depressed back in 2020. I've gotten a decent amount better.
          
          I'm about a year and a half clean from self harm and/or suicidal thoughts/attempts. 
          
          But as previously mentioned, my kidneys may or may not have decided to give up. The doctors aren't sure if I have encephalitis, a really severe kidney infection, appendicitis, or if my kidneys are straight up dying. I don't know what I did to get in this situation either. I'm in AP math this year and finals have got my ass in a chokehold. My writing style has definitely gotten better, but I don't have half the motivation to write anything as I did back when I made this account. So I guess this is me announcing that i won't be updating anymore?
          
          Sorry if that disappointed anybody.

i deadass forgot this account existed

happy new year peeps
          
          i'm not doing so good but pls i'm not dead yet
          i have lost all motivation to do anything
          and i stopped liking what i create but you guys seem to like it so i'll manage
          somehow
          my eating and sleep schedules have gone out the window of the 11th floor of a building and so has my perception of time
          i'm trying
          pls give me some more time i promise i'll try to update more

GUESS WHAT
          
          
          I JUST GOT DIAGNOSED WITH
          ✨B I P O L A R   D I S O R D E R✨
          
          not taking meds atm
          but nice to finally know one of the several things wrong with me :)

you know how kiwis have serotonin in them?
          
          i'm allergic to kiwis

back from the dead to inform you that my mental health has declined
          i'll still try to update tho :)

happy Halloween! I hope your day is filled with lovely treats and silly tricks 

pls help my motivation is bullying me

Hey everyone! I have official days to publish my chapters now, mainly to keep motivation going. I will do chapters of Streets every Saturday, and do my Satogou thing every Monday. I'm pretty busy any other day of the week lmao

i was so excited i forgot to publish streets lol