hey queen/king i hope you're doing alright—i don't know if you use or even have access to this account, but i just wanted to leave a little note
you don't know who i am, nor do i know who you are, but what i do know is how difficult it is to go through all the stuff you've gone through, and being able to work through it all showcases how strong and determined and brave you are and i am so proud of you for staying alive
if you decided to go through with higher education, you're probably a junior in college!! the same age as my older sister!!!! (give or take a year or so) so hopefully you have been able to experience some freedom to grow and recover
either way, im sure you are an extraordinary, creative, and caring person with many people who love and care about you, even if you don't think its true
you are a kind soul destined to do great things and you remember that you are so amazing and so cool and an awesome, inspirational author!! (in fact after reading ur helen fic, i might write one of my own) keep it up because you are worth so much more than you could ever know :)