i'm a creep

xjjdshjx

if i come out and say i dont feel comfortable at home it'll seem ljke im trying to be like them but im not im still scared of being home im terrified
          i dont wanna be in this state anymore
          i hate where i live
          i hate it all
          please just let me live somewhere else
          maybe in a different state?
          
          i hate it here
          my step dad and mom have tried to change my mind so many times
          and i've had to lie saying "haha okay scab" even though i still support acab
          i feel like i HAVE to support things because they want me to support certain things and i just hate it so much
          and i kinda hate my step dad
          im kinda glad he leaves home for weeks for work in the summer

im fucked im so fucked oh god

why am i here fuck fuck fuck fuck

it's been only a little over a week? jesus im pathetic

didn't think i'd come back here

dhfagagagagagagahgagagagagahahahahahaha

fuck this

i want to kill myself yay hahaha

fuck