idontreallycarehon

I feel like they deleted their account but I was just thinking of this absolutely amazing person I met on here years ago. they lived in the complete opposite side of the world from me. when it was noon for me, it was around midnight for them. I vividly remember waking up every day and texting them the first thing cuz back then we had online school so I'd just spend my days texting them throughout school times, we were close for like 2 years but obviously as we grew older we drifted apart but I always see them on social media and posting and I couldn't be more proud of them <3 
          	if by chance you are still on here, I hope you're doing well

idontreallycarehon

I feel like they deleted their account but I was just thinking of this absolutely amazing person I met on here years ago. they lived in the complete opposite side of the world from me. when it was noon for me, it was around midnight for them. I vividly remember waking up every day and texting them the first thing cuz back then we had online school so I'd just spend my days texting them throughout school times, we were close for like 2 years but obviously as we grew older we drifted apart but I always see them on social media and posting and I couldn't be more proud of them <3 
          if by chance you are still on here, I hope you're doing well

idontreallycarehon

okay no
          how tf do people function with long/acrylic nails. 
          I'M STRUGGLING DAWG
          IN FACT TYPING THIS OUT IS TAKING LIKW 5  YEAARA OFF MY LIFE in fact. I only have on like mid length press ons on its so hard bro
          my thumbs just hurt from trying to type this is my first time having falsies on too at my big age

idontreallycarehon

I just realised the background thing on my profile being sunflowers is so so ironic.
          
          I used to be obsessed with sunflowers, they were my absolute favourite flowers UNTIL a horrible horrible person who I can't even imagine I once had a crush on made a song and named it that. now I cant even enjoy the poor flowers smh
          
          he ruined so many things for me. including joji. how could he

alwayst1red

oh sorry! I was convinced I knew you because of fanfictions haha I guess I remembered it wrong
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idontreallycarehon

@alwayst1red haha omg I never wrote fanfics really. I definitely tried to at one point but it never worked lol!
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alwayst1red

This is so random but I just logged back into my wattpad account and may I ask what fanfics you wrote? I know it was dnf tho. I‘m just curious because I remember your username haha
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idontreallycarehon

HI. (ps. tw: weird finger injury?)
          
          (this is a huge cry for help)
          I know yall probably aren't even on this app anymore neither am I but this is quite literally my last resort,
          4 months and 4 days ago I had a fall in my university on very hard rock and probably cement which resulted in me putting my entire body weight on to my poor little pinky finger on my right hand. at the time I was so out of it (thankfully two others were with me at the time and got me off the floor) but I dislocated my finger, it completely bent to the right side from the mid knuckle idk how to explain it really but yeah. and blah blah I put it back in to place then and there cuz what was I supposed to do I was in a major state of panic but I went to the hospital right after and got xrqys and allat and no fractures (thankfully) and like my physician said it should be fine (THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT TOO.)  (1/2)

idontreallycarehon

@TheRatLord_11 Thank you so much! it means a whole lot genuinely! but yeah I've been researching a bit more and going to different hospitals and different physical therapists as well so fingers crossed x
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TheRatLord_11

I’ve never dealt with anything like this but I would say if you have a family connection anywhere to a doctor who is in this field of medicine I would try to ask them or get a 1:1 with them - often times if you know the person they are more careful and take longer and such, most of my cousins on one side of family are doctors and my brother is at college for physical therapy and tutors anatomy so when I sprained my foot and it was swelling really bad and we were debating on to get an X-ray we asked him and he looked at it and yeah…I sprained it bad. Otherwise I’m sorry I’m not too sure how to help you but I would also 100% search on Reddit for this stuff. While it’s not professional or anything I’ve found very specific medical advice that has helped me on there, especially to do with certain cases of something not healing! I hope you find the treatment and relief and recovery you need! ❤️
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idontreallycarehon

@idontreallycarehon 
            UNTIL. I saw no improvement whatsoever, it kept swelling up and it quite literally looked like a sausage:( and my mom recommended ayurveda care and I said f it and tried that. I could go only go in for like 2 sessions cuz that shi HURT and it wasn't doing anything so I took matters in to my own hands and said "yk what this ain't working I need to show this to a proper doctor" he (orthopedic surgeon) made me get ultrasound scans and he said there was nothing internally and to get started on physiotherapy. I did that for like another 2 months,  IT STILL WASNT WORKING. and I showed it agaaaain to my orthopedic surgeon and he said I need surgery (an MUA to be specific) it's been roughly one week and a few days since I've gotten surgery and like it looks and feels the absolute same still and I'm in major pain still which absolutely sucks cuz it's stuck in a weird upside down v shape and it's still kinda swollen as always and everytime I try to do the physiotherapy it hurts so bad I end up tearing up
            
            I know this is long but does anyone have ANY help or has anyone experienced something similar cuz I've neeveeeer seen/heard of this happening to anyone before nor has my physiotherapist and I feel so helpless atp.
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idontreallycarehon

it's frickin heatwaves day!! lol I'm in no way or form still in the fandom but I think it's so fun to remember those days cuz I know younger me would have been thrilled to be excited today. heatwaves was something for sure.
          
          hope yall are doing welll if yall are still even on wattpad that is

idontreallycarehon

@xClaraTheSimpx hiii I just saw this omg. I hope you're doing well!! I hope you've had a good summer apart from the heat (I couldn't unfortunately relate cuz it's always hot or rainy where I'm from cuz I live on a tropical island lol) but I've been good I hope uou have toooo
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xClaraTheSimpx

@ idontreallycarehon  can relate to this so much XD
            my younger self would be laughing their ass off for sure event tho I hate summer, except for the heat I guess I'm doing alright. How are you? ^^
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idontreallycarehon

I love logging back into wattpad after ages and ages just to see how some people are doing honestly. I've probably not used this silly little app for like half a year perhaps and I love how life has changed since. cuz I was thinking of the tiktokification of gracie abrams cuz BaCk In My DaY I found out about her from an absolute goddess who wrote a book including her songs in here and I thought about it for soso long
          
          hope yall are doing well if you see this <3

harryshoodie04

@idontreallycarehon YES!!! this app for me is honestly just filled with nostalgia istg. its legitmenly a memory box i swear, and its baffling how much ive grown in and out of phases and just as a person overall, especially gramatically.
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idontreallycarehon

how tf am I already in my 2nd year of university. like huh???? how????

Ikerev_xxxx

@idontreallycarehon same for you! it’s just crazy how fast the time is going by it’s freaks me out
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idontreallycarehon

@Ikerev_xxxx I know it can be quite nerve-wracking but honestly it's all gonna be worth it in the end!! <3 you're gonna do amazing dont worry <3
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Ikerev_xxxx

i’m going into my second year and it’s so nerve wracking
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