idontwikeit6

Hi. So.... I’m sorry. I know I haven’t updated at all. I just haven’t really been the best lately and I’ve also been busy. Track is over now but final exams are coming in June. I’m in two advanced classes and I’m taking a regents exams for those classes instead of finals and I’m stressed. I have a bunch of homework and I’m stressed. I can’t wait for school to be over. I’m so done with being stressed. And lately I’ve just been feeling bleh. I meant there’s some days where I’m happy, like yesterday morning and on Friday, but somedays I don’t want to do anything. Anyway, I’ll try and update but I just haven’t been wanting to write and I’m having serious writer’s block, and I’m busy. But I’ll try my best. 
          	                                                                      ~Emma

literowka

@ im_a_loseryay  no worries, now it's summer time! I hope that you've past everything you wanted to past and you'll have great time during this summer! (Oh, and I'm starting with "Found", I'm so excited!)
          	  /sorry for any grammar mistakes
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idontwikeit6

Hi. So.... I’m sorry. I know I haven’t updated at all. I just haven’t really been the best lately and I’ve also been busy. Track is over now but final exams are coming in June. I’m in two advanced classes and I’m taking a regents exams for those classes instead of finals and I’m stressed. I have a bunch of homework and I’m stressed. I can’t wait for school to be over. I’m so done with being stressed. And lately I’ve just been feeling bleh. I meant there’s some days where I’m happy, like yesterday morning and on Friday, but somedays I don’t want to do anything. Anyway, I’ll try and update but I just haven’t been wanting to write and I’m having serious writer’s block, and I’m busy. But I’ll try my best. 
                                                                                ~Emma

literowka

@ im_a_loseryay  no worries, now it's summer time! I hope that you've past everything you wanted to past and you'll have great time during this summer! (Oh, and I'm starting with "Found", I'm so excited!)
            /sorry for any grammar mistakes
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idontwikeit6

This is gonna be a little rant, ignore it if you want.
          
          Sometimes I feel like my friends don’t really care. Like I say that I’m not actually feeling the best and that I really don’t want to do anything and they just say “same.” Like they just don’t understand what’s happening but I want them to because I want them to help me but I can’t tell them, and I don’t know why. I think to myself that I’m going to do something or tell someone something and I just don’t do it. I don’t listen to myself. I’m too afraid of showing people my emotions and I don’t know why. So I just put on a fake smile and make everyone think I’m that person that’s like always happy and I’m a perky person and a bubbly sunshiny girl when I’m really not. I just bottle it up because I don’t want anyone to see. Then I let it all out at random times and sometimes it’s hard to stop. Sometimes I cry for no reason just because I’ve bottled everything up. 
          
          
          wow so I just exposed a lot about myself so like if you actually read that like thanks for taking your time to read about my feelings and stuff.

ttcat92

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Girl I know you hate this but most of it I feel the same way like as if your trying to tell people about serious shit going on in your head and they joke about it and say same it’s just like your one of the only people I talk to someone about things like this and that’s their reply same and its just wrong cuz it take d so much courage to even tell someone how your feeling. Oh and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m always here for Mah BFFL
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idontwikeit6

Hi guys. So I’ve decided that I won’t be writing Alone anymore and will be deleting it later. I just have no motivation for it anymore and no one seems to like it. I just feel like no one is reading it, so I’m deleting it. I may or may not start working on another story that will be a fanfiction. It will be a surprise until a upload it. See you soon(or not lol however long it takes me to write some of this new story.)