iefelltower

Y'all imma ask a question that l'Il let you choose how u respond.
          	
          	
          	
          	Y'all, am I just crazy shy, crazy insecure, or do I have social anxiety? Like if I'm ever in class, I don't answer questions or raise my hand, cause I'm afraid of being judged. One time I raised my hand in ELA and it shook the whole time, and it was still shaking, even after we had passed the question. Whenever I go anywhere, I never feel like I can be myself in front of other people, (who aren't my family or close friends) I'm scared of people looking at me or judging me. I was with a friend and then her family joined us, and mind you I've only known this friend for 2 yrs (short compared to other friendships) and I'd never really hung out around her mom and dad either, and I started shaking and getting fidgety. I feel weird in big groups because I feel out of place or awkward. People around seem like their going to analyze and judge my every word or move, and it freaks me out. I sometimes put my head down when walking through tightly packed places with lots of people. Is this just me being insanely insecure?? I need to know! I always feel like I’m doing something wrong wherever I go… I just ugh. Sry y’all.
          	
          	(Decided to repost)

iefelltower

@Chaoticserenity_08 at least you have something to back what ur saying. Thx for that tho it’s kinda helpful. I won’t be stating anything officially, just hoped someone may know a little bit so thx. 
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Chaoticserenity_08

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@iefelltower My friends have social anxiety and this is how they describe it so maybe you do babes
          	  (I could be wrong I'm not a licensed professional so don't take my bullshit to heart)
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PansexualTaterTot

I dunno but understandable
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iefelltower

Y'all imma ask a question that l'Il let you choose how u respond.
          
          
          
          Y'all, am I just crazy shy, crazy insecure, or do I have social anxiety? Like if I'm ever in class, I don't answer questions or raise my hand, cause I'm afraid of being judged. One time I raised my hand in ELA and it shook the whole time, and it was still shaking, even after we had passed the question. Whenever I go anywhere, I never feel like I can be myself in front of other people, (who aren't my family or close friends) I'm scared of people looking at me or judging me. I was with a friend and then her family joined us, and mind you I've only known this friend for 2 yrs (short compared to other friendships) and I'd never really hung out around her mom and dad either, and I started shaking and getting fidgety. I feel weird in big groups because I feel out of place or awkward. People around seem like their going to analyze and judge my every word or move, and it freaks me out. I sometimes put my head down when walking through tightly packed places with lots of people. Is this just me being insanely insecure?? I need to know! I always feel like I’m doing something wrong wherever I go… I just ugh. Sry y’all.
          
          (Decided to repost)

iefelltower

@Chaoticserenity_08 at least you have something to back what ur saying. Thx for that tho it’s kinda helpful. I won’t be stating anything officially, just hoped someone may know a little bit so thx. 
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Chaoticserenity_08

this message may be offensive
@iefelltower My friends have social anxiety and this is how they describe it so maybe you do babes
            (I could be wrong I'm not a licensed professional so don't take my bullshit to heart)
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PansexualTaterTot

I dunno but understandable
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oindriya

Hey! 
          
          I hope your having a wonderful day. I am just popping by to thank you for the precious follow. It really means a lot. May I know how you found my account? 
          
          Thanks a lot! 

iefelltower

Happy to follow  I was following someone else and saw ur username and loved it, and then though ur books/stories looked interesting so I decided to follow :)
            
            Hope you have a wonderful week
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iefelltower

Honestly I became kinda tired of society for a while at school.☹️society has issues that it needs to work out yet it just shoves the issues onto us and… just ugh. People can be jerks and it just makes me angry that people find it hard to keep their opinions to themselves when they have nothing good to say. Uuggghhhh life sucks. There are so many people out there who just can’t be quiet, like I had a bunch of people on my bus talking bad about my friend and treating her like she’s stupid and all that terrible stuff. My classmates always act like they’re better than her and they get snobby when someone else gets something wrong or is confused and then act like it’s a hassle to explain it (a specific few people in my class/on my bus) humanity needs to do better (there are still good people out there, But I think y’all know what I’m saying) uuuuggggghhhhhhh. Im just so tired sry ‘bout my rant on life y’all.

iefelltower

@Hermione9annabeth thankfully there are still some good people out there who stand up for others in positions like those.  humanity still has some growing to do, but right now all we can do is hope for the best even if it wears us out
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oindriya

@iefelltower honestly, agreed. People say that the world is democratic but where the hell is this democracy? Women, black people or people/supporters of the LGBTQ+ community are KILLED for existing. Earth sucks. 
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iefelltower

Y’all me, my sister, and my friend started watching an anime called A3 and it’s freaking amazing. The characters are relatable and funny (and I love the small backstory twists) my friend literally started simping the second a few of the characters came on (she almost had a heart attack when Itaru Chigasaki first showed up in the intro) I love that it’s a musical about plays/acting, and the singing in the intro is amazing :) I could rant all day but this is super long, so imma just stop here.