they say I'm happy go lucky, insensitive, immature, playful, blah blah..

if you would ask me if that is true, i dunno.
i'm not sure.
coz,
i dunno who's the real me, 

if there is something that is real about me, it's my  Love for reading.

each pages that i read, inspires me.  
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When i gained my consciousness in this world, I decided to put up a facade. 

For so many years, I faced people with this mask on me.  til It  seems so real.

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i dunno how long should i put up this thing on me. i dunno if there will be someone who could see the real me.