ifisaty

I just graduated 
          	 #classof2020

Icysnowflake1

Sorry I just found one of your book that I read about 100 things to do before the high school..
          	  
          	  So just wanted to cheer you up if you wanted to...
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ifisaty

I just graduated 
           #classof2020

Icysnowflake1

Sorry I just found one of your book that I read about 100 things to do before the high school..
            
            So just wanted to cheer you up if you wanted to...
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ifisaty

Today marks my 5th year on Wattpad! I’ve learned a lot about myself since I made this account and went through a LOT of changes since. I know more about life and how to survive it. I’m definitely a better writer now (even though, no one has read anything I’ve written lately). I’ve joined my school’s Creative Writing Club, took the class (which my teacher thinks I’m a pretty great writer,  who writes with serenity), and I’ve also joined the yearbook committee (which I’m sole photographer of). 
          
              I still write like a dyslexic, though, but my writing is as good as could for a dyslexic. I love writing, but sadly, writing on Wattpad is my past and writing on Google Docs and keeping it private is my future. Truthfully, Wattpad brings back some bad memories for me from when I was fourteen and those are something I want to forget. Especially, The people who I knew, but don’t talk to anymore. Like I said, Wattpad is my past and is something I want to remember. 
          
               
          
               

ifisaty

@InfiniteStory10  Thank you for what you wrote. I still read on Wattpad and those bad memories are something that I have forgotten, but they’re something I can’t easily forget.
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InfiniteStory10

@ifisaty im pretty late to respond, but CONGRATS! 5 years is a long time. You are able to see how you have grown and how wattpad has grown too. It's sad how many people are becoming less and less active on wattpad, but hey, it's a great experience. Bad memories are to be kept in the past and I can relate to the fact of having people you don't talk to anymore... it sucks. Anyway have a great day and year in real life and in wattpad. <3
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ifisaty

      This January 10, 2018 marks my 4th year on Wattpad! Even though, I don’t write anymore, I still love Wattpad and writing. I love reading more now and Wattpad is still here for me with reading so it still has a place in my heart. I was Thirteen years ago when I made this account because I saw someone at my school had it so I remembered the name and downloaded it. I changed so much since then and it wasn’t all good, but now I know that Art is my life so that what I do with my time now. 
          
               Anyway, thank you my followers for following me and being there for me (some of you, at least). I love you and Wattpad.

ifisaty

I told my best friend about my Spanish problems and last night I freaked out so she told the school. What happened to me two years ago was the reason why I took art so seriously and why I wanted to be my entire future, but now that the school knows...... I don’t have my motivation anymore. I kept my Spanish problems a secret from my mom and the school for a reason. My future was completely destroyed in one fücking day by my best friend.

rockutoo

Hello

rockutoo

Do you know Amino?
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ifisaty

Hey guys.
          
          I'm discontinuing all my books because if you read my books about my problems with Spanish you know that I'm a little messed up. I'm depressed and that lead to me to losing all my interest in writing on Wattpad because my books weren't getting popular or a high number of reads. I'm going to use Wattpad for reading and that's it. I'll still be in touch with people who want to get in touch and check my notifications daily like I have been. I'm still writing stories but on Google Docs and it's better because it's just random ideas that I write and I really like it.
          
          It's not just the depression that's making me do this. I've wanted to write this message for two days and I don't regret it. Like I said, it's not just depression, I have really bad insomnia that got worst this summer and I'm 90% sure that I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I'm stuck in a fight or flight state and I live in fear of Spanish and the 8th grade happening again along with two other fears that aren't important (I'm serious).  I also have to take Spanish 1 this coming school year but I'm going to get help.
          
               I've told a trusted teacher about Spanish and what happened to me and I'm planning on telling two other trusted teachers too. I'm taking Art 2 because I got recommended for it and you can only take it if you get recommended so yay and I have Spanish at the end of the day which is a huge help. I'll be okay so no one worry, I promise (I'll try to keep it).
          
          I'm sorry about this but I've hated updating because it felt like more and more work every time so this is a weight off my shoulders.
          
          I love you all!
          
               ~Melie (ifisaty)