ifitkillsme-

/  did we die again or can i say cb. . .

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*    mayhaps  on  ellie  &&  bekah ,, 
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scrymovies

um.   i   like   your   shirt─
          
          /   she's So Awkward excuse her  </3

ifitkillsme-

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            [  rory turns to face the brunette, eyes flicking up and down in their usual establishing, judgemental manner. her lips press into a smile and she tilts her head. ]    what was that, babe?  i'm gonna need you to speak up a little.
            
            /  she's valid i understand her!!
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casualfilmed

uhm,  fine.  i’ll be fine.  

ifitkillsme-

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            fuck.  [  why didn't it even cross her mind??   apparently rory had significantly blocked the subway ordeal out of her memories. now, she reaches for mindy's hand and interlocks their fingers in a death grip. ]   /fuck/  baby. i didn't even—-  this isn't worth it. i wasn't even thinking about it i swear to god, this is fucked up. fuuuck, i mean duh this is where you almost die—   [  catching the fear behind mindy's eyes stops rory's tongue but sickens the feeling of guilt she holds now. ]   i can call a cab. let's get a cab. or— or if you still wanna face your fear i will not let go of your hand for one fucking second. cab's better, right??   yeah, actually we can totally get a cab—-
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casualfilmed

[  mindy feels jittery,  clenching her hands closed and open to try and regulate herself.  ]  just feeling a little..  post traumatically stressed about having to go on the subway again,  is all.  [  it’s new york.  they can’t avoid it,  and they certainly can’t walk to their destination on the other side of town-  but mindy would rather spend her life savings on a cab than ever enter the underground stations again.  ]  it’s whatever,  though-  i’ll be fine.
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ifitkillsme-

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            are you seriously—-??   [  rory screws her eyes shut, shaking her head. she sighs and steps forward, placing firm hands onto the girl's shoulders. a false giggle slips between her words. ]    while it is adorable that you think you can lie to me like this, i am going to need you to tell me the truth which is that no part of you is fine right now.  ( .. )    please, mindy. 
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casualfilmed

so,  yeah-  that’s basically the plot.

ifitkillsme-

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            because they are  /not/  good movies baby!!   i mean seriously, have we not lived enough of a horror movie to last like fifty lifetimes??   too soon, babe.   [  the blonde shakes her head, firm on keeping her arms crossed. ]    my answer is no. don't start grovelling, it is not attractive.
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casualfilmed

[  mindy groans dramatically,  tilting her head back.  ]  you  (NEVER)  wanna watch anything i suggest.  it’s a good movie!  a little cheesy,  sure.  can’t you indulge yourself in my interests?  just this once?  pleaseeee,  ry.
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ifitkillsme-

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            [  all rory can do is rapid-blink, attempting to process the longwinded ramble of an explanation that just came from mindy. the blonde huffs and shakes her head, dropping her gaze to her phone. ]    okay, ah-hah, no. i am absolutely not watching that. babe, you have terrible taste.
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casualfilmed

nope.  i can’t do this today.  absolutely not.

ifitkillsme-

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            oh-kaaay, don't go getting all bitchy about it.  [  the blonde scoffs, folding her arms over her chest. ]   how do i like—-  ugh, this is so fucking stupid. uhm,,  what d'you do to make it up to someone you've, someone who you might've upset.
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casualfilmed

i don’t owe you,  or anyone,  jackshit.  [  despite her huff and eye roll,  she straightens up.  ]  fine,  fine.  what exactly am i supposed to  ‘hear you out’  on?
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ifitkillsme-

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            are you kidding me??   look—- babe, i rarely ask you to hear me out on things it is always the other way around. you owe me this one, dee.
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ifitkillsme-

/  hey………

ifitkillsme-

@mbobhftay  /  i'm abt to LOSE MY MIND ily ‼️
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mbobhftay

/  if  i  said,,  on  it  chief,,,  
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nyslash

at  least  red  looks  good  on  you.  if  that  makes  you  feel  any  better─

ifitkillsme-

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            of course it does!   i look fucking good in everything!!  women have proved over and over to be fucking hotter when they're covered in blood. but it is  /staining/  what was already a cute outfit!   :/
            
            /  she's just being a dramatic lesbian…
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ifitkillsme-

/  taylor swift performed espresso x is it over now? x please please please  (ft sabrina carpenter)  &  hits different x welcome to new york so i had to log in here again. welcome back rory hicks.

meltmymind

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            Finding out all the Swift news through youand Tarum is a TRIP (affectionate)
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ifitkillsme-

/  there hasn't been a night this rory hicks-coded since i was in the audience for the bolter x getaway car
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cheerslshed

it  doesn’t  matter  much  to  me.  you  stop  caring  about  that  stuff  as  you  get  older.  :/

ifitkillsme-

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            pfft, you don't look a day over. . . .   [  she trails off, tilting her head and humming as she assesses julie's face. ]   thirty-three. which, by the way, you gotta let me in on your secrets babe.  ( … )    no yeah, exactly. exactly !!   what the fuck am i talking about. my name is literally gonna be in bright ass lights someday and my designer bag collection ??   to die for.  ( .. )   not literally. i have had enough of that bullshit.
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cheerslshed

sweetheart,  i’m  forty-two.  a  little  older  than  you’d  think.  (  she  laughs  quietly,  pushing  hair  behind  her  shoulder.  )  it’s  hard  when  you’re  a  teenager.  i  meant  it  in  a  way  of-  you  won’t  feel  like  this  forever.  especially  when  you’re  able  to  afford  designer  bags,  and  they’re  not.  >:)
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ifitkillsme-

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            you're making it sound like you're ancient, babe. you have like, barely a wrinkle on you !  ( .. )   i honestly. i um,,  i kinda wish that i could care less already. that sounds totally stupid, because i'm real fuckin' good at acting like i don't care—-  and i don't but - fuck, whatever.
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