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@stillwithfifi part three!!
            
            surprisingly yes. last time was highschool, and that burnt me out so badly the thought of studying made me want to die! ‪‪<3 but, i’ve been out of school for over a year now, and i miss learning. but yeah, definitely nerdy. i even have the glasses to go along with it. 
            
            i really beg to differ. it had gotten real bad, bebe. omg you’re a therapist now? but i honestly will talk to someone eventually, i definitely need it. anyway, i do agree, i absolutely should have. but i was too scared of being abandoned that i put up with it. ironic considering i ended up being abandoned anyway. and, i have no clue. don’t want to know anyway. i know he’s got a new girlfriend, which is insane considering circumstances. i really can’t talk about them here, so i’ll tell you another time. 
            
            lol no, i lied. i’ve subconsciously known for a very very very long time. you helped me come to terms with it though. 
            
            you’re welcome :) missed you. 

@stillwithfifi part two!!
            
            of course, and i’m pretty confident that i’ll love what i do. i’ve wanted to be a psychologist for years now. and wow, he really didn’t know what he was talking about. i dunno, i feel like it’s hard for people to tell you what you should want to be. like, they can offer advice, but at the end of the day, you know yourself better than anyone. i did stop wanting to be a psychologist for a while, because of things that happened with my dad, trauma, etc. since i thought it would be too much for me to handle, but i’m at a good point in my life right now where i’m confident that i’ll be able to do some good for people who need it. 
            
            i’m doing shares houses, i’m not sure if there’s a difference? as of right now, it’s my best option until i can earn more money. but, as soon as my sister can move, her and i will absolutely be living together. i cannot wait! 
            
            you. what’re you gonna do about it? 
            
            what am i sugarcoating? 

@stillwithfifi omg hi bebe!! 
            
            i know it’s not healthy, i just love reading :( but, i do have some exciting news, i start university on monday and i’ll be moving into the share houses soon as well! so ill have to prioritise my sleep anyway! and yes i know it doesn’t, but i definitely feel like a grandma when i do.
            
            maybe. i could probably be a lot worse. 
            
            oh absolutely, you bring it out of me. 
            
            hey :( don’t be mean. 
            
            YES! you need to stop saying you’re proud, i like it too much. yes, positive things like going to clubs. i’ve only ever been once, and it was an experience for sure. 
            
            it won’t for me, i don’t know why. like, i can write heaps but once i go to send it, it says the message is too long.