ifyocshi

if I disappear , then they will remember me. or maybe not?? 
          	
          	my irl friends not even ask about my day. or maybe they didn't care anymore? oh i should understand , they're busy with their favs.. :/ 
          	my internet friends... idk either. 
          	but i hope they are fine. 
          	
          	sh sh sh i have to change myself first if i don't want to get hurt again. and do the same thing again. 
          	
          	it's not like I'm sad but when I thought about it , its broke me. 
          	
          	ya know, bila dorang share benda yang sama but tak termasuk aku. i know I'm more to ateez and not enhypen,txt,the boyz but it's not like idk about their schedule or updates :(( aku rasa macam diketepikan. maybe it's bcs my ult bias sama dengan dorang or idk the real reason ?? and i know I'm one of the oldest even sebaya  , but i hope you feel comfortable with me :// 
          	plus i hope whenever i tag them , they hype it like how they did to others too.. :) 
          	
          	oh to be lucky 
          	how to be someone's fav 
          	how to be someone's first place 
          	it's just in my dream. I won't get it anyway. 
          	
          	i will sleep early today , good night <3 

DC4LIFESIS

@iMithsan i'm always free to talk! you're welcome darling :3
          	  have a lovely day! ❤️
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ifyocshi

@DC4LIFESIS thank you so much dear <3 i feeling so much better now :3 And i think i should appreciate them more ;) and okie if something happens i will try to share with you ^ thank you again! you're so kind :(( have a nice day and smile a lot ❤️!! 
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DC4LIFESIS

@iMithsan baby don't think like that. you might think you don't mean anything to someone but even if they don't show it, they DO deeply care about you. Who knows? Maybe you'll find better friends who care as much as you do about them :) Stay strong bub <3 and if you ever need someone to rant or talk to, feel free to dm me anytime, okay?
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ifyocshi

if I disappear , then they will remember me. or maybe not?? 
          
          my irl friends not even ask about my day. or maybe they didn't care anymore? oh i should understand , they're busy with their favs.. :/ 
          my internet friends... idk either. 
          but i hope they are fine. 
          
          sh sh sh i have to change myself first if i don't want to get hurt again. and do the same thing again. 
          
          it's not like I'm sad but when I thought about it , its broke me. 
          
          ya know, bila dorang share benda yang sama but tak termasuk aku. i know I'm more to ateez and not enhypen,txt,the boyz but it's not like idk about their schedule or updates :(( aku rasa macam diketepikan. maybe it's bcs my ult bias sama dengan dorang or idk the real reason ?? and i know I'm one of the oldest even sebaya  , but i hope you feel comfortable with me :// 
          plus i hope whenever i tag them , they hype it like how they did to others too.. :) 
          
          oh to be lucky 
          how to be someone's fav 
          how to be someone's first place 
          it's just in my dream. I won't get it anyway. 
          
          i will sleep early today , good night <3 

DC4LIFESIS

@iMithsan i'm always free to talk! you're welcome darling :3
            have a lovely day! ❤️
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ifyocshi

@DC4LIFESIS thank you so much dear <3 i feeling so much better now :3 And i think i should appreciate them more ;) and okie if something happens i will try to share with you ^ thank you again! you're so kind :(( have a nice day and smile a lot ❤️!! 
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DC4LIFESIS

@iMithsan baby don't think like that. you might think you don't mean anything to someone but even if they don't show it, they DO deeply care about you. Who knows? Maybe you'll find better friends who care as much as you do about them :) Stay strong bub <3 and if you ever need someone to rant or talk to, feel free to dm me anytime, okay?
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ifyocshi

thank you San for your comforting words. i really appreciate it. i really need it.
          I love you sanie. you're right, if there's a good things, there should also always be bad things too. even though it's so hard to face it, but it will be alright. and it will be back to normal situation again. 
          
          it's so tiring today. but i know i can do it. I've to change myself from now. if not now, when? i know i might hurt people's heart but I should care about my feeling more. i don't deserve them and i knew it. i don't wanna talk about this anyway, it's hurt me. sometime. and i will keep and hold this feeling alone. 
          
          I hope i can stay strong. I'm trying to not care and think about other things except study and hw. 
          you did well dearself. <3 

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ifyocshi

PLEASE CHOI SAN YOU ATTACKING MY HEART #; class="on-user-mention" href="/user/ @)#)#<">#)#">@)#)#</a> 

ceyshells

@luvysan haha great minds think alike hehe
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ifyocshi

@ceyshells i saw ittt (≧▽≦)
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ceyshells

@luvysan haha yeah I did a similar announcement too XD
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btsarmy_rikook

Hi! This is very important for me as well as our ARMY fandom so I'll be grateful if you read this! <33 I'm participating in the Clash of Fandoms #ClashOfFandoms and the time period has started where if my book 'The CEO' gets the most reads and votes and comments will win and our fandom too!❤❤
          So it's a request from me that please read and vote for my book and share it as much as you can! Borahae uwu ^3^ 
          link:
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/236603382-the-ceo-a-jeon-jungkook-fanfiction?utm_source=web&utm_medium=twitter&utm_content=share_info&wp_uname=btsarmy_rikook&wp_originator=irs7NgXUbukWUt9aAcCXA1D%2Fa8wjgrnIH6jSgJDalanbFcY0TV7zrlWttYhuj%2F5oGefaekNDs8EicroN9FFgTavw0gklDf9IHKrXR7qGPm60NLyPO5eZ4Ggot27OhEV4

btsarmy_rikook

btw, I don't want to create fan wars hehe..it's just a contest! :)
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