if I disappear , then they will remember me. or maybe not??
my irl friends not even ask about my day. or maybe they didn't care anymore? oh i should understand , they're busy with their favs.. :/
my internet friends... idk either.
but i hope they are fine.
sh sh sh i have to change myself first if i don't want to get hurt again. and do the same thing again.
it's not like I'm sad but when I thought about it , its broke me.
ya know, bila dorang share benda yang sama but tak termasuk aku. i know I'm more to ateez and not enhypen,txt,the boyz but it's not like idk about their schedule or updates :(( aku rasa macam diketepikan. maybe it's bcs my ult bias sama dengan dorang or idk the real reason ?? and i know I'm one of the oldest even sebaya , but i hope you feel comfortable with me ://
plus i hope whenever i tag them , they hype it like how they did to others too.. :)
oh to be lucky
how to be someone's fav
how to be someone's first place
it's just in my dream. I won't get it anyway.
i will sleep early today , good night <3