i took a break from writing a few months ago. im supposed to be back next week. im supposed to start updating again, next week. however, due to me, getting a bit worse as time passes by, ill put writing aside. again. this war with myself and my personal issues wont end anytime soon. but ill try my best to get and feel better as soon as possible. i just need more time to gather myself together, back to whole. i hope you understand. thank you.