laura

does celebrating my birthday mean people will finally stop HARASSING me about it? lol

the second i get the whole trust my dad set up for me is the day im leaving the b i live with

leaving for CDMX today in four hours. haven’t seen my mom in airport dad, mom and daughter mode in a long time. we’re going to the VIP area because we got an old lady, a good for nothing and my ma. last time i travelled, (last year) my mom almost got into a fight with the migration agent because he kept insisting on my dad’s written permission for me to leave the country.  my dad had been dead for a good three years when this happened. so, wish me luck. 
          also, yesterday i went to cinema church and bro they prayed for me?!* lol… i was giggling and shite because they were like “LN lost her dad for a during her childhood” the church person was like “we ask you to heal LN because she lost her dad for a brief amount of time during her childhood”and i was thinking that he hadn’t applied the jesus magic and revived lol. 
          *it is important to mention that i’m an atheist and that the evangelical church where i’m from is just there for the money of the believers*
          
          my cousin is going under the knife to remove a tumor in her arm, named “tumi”, so wish her luck. :))

i’ve been thinking about this since the morning and i can’t process what happened… rest easy coop. hope you’re somewhere happy and peaceful

ah, yes, i scored a 21/20 because i got the bonus point lol

i’m gonna d*e if i don’t get a 20/20 in that geography exam i’ve been studying for for like a month. 
          hardest subject for me, teacher who doesn’t give a *uck about our struggles. 
          
          like straight up had 23 ports to learn, god knows how many mountains, volcanoes, lakes, rivers and all that sh*t… like, does it really matter if i know where the manaos port is?
          
          yesterday, at night, i thought i was having a heart attack from stress. my dermatitis is having a flare up from this and i just can’t do it anymore. wish me luck 

so THAT happened, the world is going to shit

laura look its me on wp

bestie u done being grounded?

TW: mentions about food and self harm is implied!
          i got my top braces off today, i no longer have THAT MUCH of a lisp with my retainer, my mum bought me a panda piñata because i asked her for one since she hasn’t allowed me to have a piñata in my birthday since i turned 9 and i re-watched the panda panda express movies (kung fu panda), i got a milkshake along with a cordon blue burger at pecos bill (50-60’s themed restaurant in my town) and was AWESOME and i’m 31 days clean! t