iheartsleepytime
Ngl… I might come back for Leon Kennedy
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y'all... im NEVER coming back lmao. I can't. physically. I like idk woke up one day didn't open ao3 or wattpad becuz I didn't have time, and just never got back onto it after that. I have not read ao3 in mONTHS. not WROTE on ao3 in months. nothing. I don't wanna say I'm abandoning anything forever, but at the moment, I have no desire to come back to it. It's like a job you don't wanna do I GENUINELY don't wanna come back here right now for some reason. like I said maybe one day I did say I wanted to finish outta my head and I really wanna finish go to sleep (lmao) but not right now. I'll update for those of you that keep dm'ing my instagram lmao but as of now... this is it. thanks guys.
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Just curious does anyone here go to college? I’m sure some do but if you’re comfortable saying where do you go? I’ve said it before but I go to Texas Tech- go Raiders! Always just wanna see if there’s anyone here that goes to Tech. I feel comfortable saying it cuz have you seen Tech? It’s huge there’s no way you’d ever find me unless I told you lmao
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@ninjaswiftieizi13_ oh really? I think the age here is from like 18-24 usually I’m 23 and I’m graduating next year after thanksgiving so sounds about right
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@ninjaswiftieizi13_ lmao thank you! It’s like the pride and joy of Lubbock Texas so they take VERY good care of it
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Hey, guys. This may come as disappointing to you, but I recently decided to give my life to God. I've been a lukewarm Catholic all my life, but no more. And yes, daydreaming and making up scenarios and such are sins. You're supposed to trust in God's entire plan- not make up your own. I'm not saying "you're" as a way to convince you to turn your life to God- I wish you would, yes- but that's not why I say it like that. Anyways, I'm not going to delete my account- mostly because I've spent a really big part of my life writing on here and I can't physically bring myself to delete everything I've written on here, so I'm just going to log out. I'm leaving everything the same, nothing new is getting published, nothing is changing, I'm just leaving. Thank you all for an amazing almost 10 years of my life, wow, and I'll be sure to thank you again every time my email goes off with a notification from this app. <3 God bless you all.
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@ninjaswiftieizi13_ aw thank you!! That’s what made it so hard to leave! Knowing that so many people loved what I can write made me want to stay, but I’m hoping that if I come back better with God, my writing will be better as well!! I’d love to continue chatting if you have anything else to say
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@ninjaswiftieizi13_ hey! My email went off and I figured I’d take some time to answer this. So, what I’ve realized is that I was thinking about it too heavy. Basically what I should have realized is that wishing for a world I don’t have without working for it is the sin. Wishing for a different world than what God gave me, or wanting something and not working for it. Which is the sloth of laziness, but anyways, again, I was wrong. I still won’t be coming back, but I realize now that what I was doing here on Wattpad wasn’t technically a sin, but it felt wrong, so I felt the need to justify it if that makes sense. I realized it was just getting in the way of my relationship with God. I actually might come back someday once I have strengthened my relationship more and feel comfortable with it, but for now, I am still struggling with the temptation of it every day.
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also in case y'all weren't aware yesterday was my birthday so congrats to me im in that fuckass age of 23
ninjaswiftieizi13_
from one tmnt swiftie to another, i love ur background <33
iheartsleepytime
u know what screw it tmnt bf scenarios coming soon
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hey what’d i miss ?
Silvertail25
I'll watch it tomorrow when I get done with helping clean the house up☕
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i hate being a writer cuz i’ll be watching anime becuz that’s what i do and i have to pause it go to my notes app and write down a plot that ive come up with over the course of 2 or 3 episodes like wtf i can’t do anything in peace i’ve added 6 new notes to my app since yesterday between finishing bsd and continuing tokyo revengers
