Feel better babe, i know how hard it is so take as much time as you need. Cry it out as much as you need to, reflect and then Focus on yourself I promise in the end you’ll feel so much better, and being single after a heartbreak is another level of exhilarating as you learn more about yourself and have so much freedom to do as you please and not worry about anyone else thoughts and opinions on anything you do nor can anyone hold you back , you can just get up and go and enjoy life with a different set of eyes. Feel better love and just know you have supporters here to give you as much encouragement as you need and love and support as much as you could ever desire an alway remember, if no one else got you , you do and if no one else loves you the way you deserve, you can cuz you know what you like and tolerate better than anyone else. Much love and keep your head high