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HI!! If you get this I just wanna say Happy Valentine’s Day, love ! You are amazing, unique, stunning, intelligent, and overall just one of a kind. You deserve the world! Also, I hope you have the best day today and don’t let anyone bring you down. ILY ♡ Ari ! 

ayo no one will care but i changed my username to sadboysoft :] 

if you don’t become my friend i’m gonna cry

i dont use this anymore & havent for awhile but thank you thank you!! :]

so i posted a story for the first time in like a year lmao
          
          um .. kinda back on here? 

i had a really stressful night and just need a hug pls 

i’ve lost my fucking mind.
          death is the only thing that fills my head.
          it’s the only way all of this will end and i just know that. i need and want help so fucking bad but there isn’t any help anywhere.
          i can’t keep going to friends, they all have their own issues and it’s just not fair.
          i really do want to get better, but i can’t do it alone and no one will fucking listen to me. no one who can help me at least. help me properly.
          
          I WANT TO FEEL FUCKING OKAY AGAIN.
          i know that the only way this will stop is death. but i don’t want to die. no one ever really does. we just feel it’s our only help. our only resort. our only way.
          i just want it all to stop
          please make it all slow down and stop
          please
          
          

tried to end it again. 
          no one cares at this point.
          it’s just a routine.
          afterwards i yelled cavetown lyrics at the top of my lungs.
          it helps.

sick of living
          sick of breathing
          sick of bullshit
          sick of life

it’s only 5:54pm and i wanna die