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going to go and cry a little from frustration and then come back and try and update books lmfao brb

@ihymtifhm I WILL

@hugz_4_joey_jordison you’d have to help me sneak away to backstage than to find tom and mark afterwards 

@ihymtifhm BITCH IM COMING I DONT CARE WHAT U SAY IM COMING

i didn't find it cute anymore lmao. so then i sent them a voice message, saying how it was actually pronounced but i sounded like absolute fucking shit because before that- i was bawling my eyes out crying over something and was so fucking depressed and sounded sick and pissed off in the voice message and i felt so fucking embarrassed and shit i nearly wanted to cry again.  (it was a very emotional day i guess lmfao) 
            and then yeah.    anyways i only just went back and deleted all the messages and voice message like only a couple of days ago, just to be sure that he could never go back and see them. lol

zetra kept on watching my stories on instagram to and i think probably read my messages and realised i was stalking them, especially since i posted a thing from google maps showing EXACTLY how far they were away from my house from the little restaurant place he posted on his story and i searched it up, looking for one that had the exact same inside as the one in the picture he posted, then i found it and then searched up the directions and it was only 1hour & 1minute EXACTLY from my bedroom. so that was pretty cool,, how close they were. but what wasn't cool was the fact that he seen it and knew that i literally just full on cyberstalked them and then i think he hid his story from me a little bit LMFAO but he's unhid me now lol so i think we're good.... but he would've definitely felt creeped out and uncomfortable by what i posted and what i was saying on my story and in his dms... and then he was also stalking my account, watching my story highlights as well but i didn't realise until it was way too late :/    
            he kept on checking my highlight where it just all the shit got to do with eric that i've posted, and fucking hell, i really wish he hadn't have done that and i REALLY REALLY REALLY fucking hope that he didn't tell or show eric anything on there, cause fucking hell, everything in it is so fucking creepy and embarrassing.
            when it comes to instagram, i pretty much all of the time have no filter and say the first thing to pop into my head.. and oh fucking god lmfao.
            pretty much all of what i said, i was just "joking" but he probably wouldn't know that, especially after he sees me literally full on stalking them lol..
            so yeah, everything is super fucking awkward.
            i also corrected glaive on how to pronounce 'Emu' properly because he was saying it like 'Emoo" or "emmoo" i cant remember, but BOTH of those are really wrong and annoyed me a tiny bit lol, the first time he said it i just laughed but then he said it again like 20x and it was just annoying me than

AND new blink-182 single out on MY BIRTHDAY. THE 14TH OCTOBER THATS SO COOL

HAS THE SAME NAME AS MY EX BUT ITS OK, I STILL LOVE HIM