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alrighty, packing it up.
          	
          	only leaving monsters of limbo up, the rest can be left in my drafts. Not really proud of those, most I never want to look at chapter-wise, yucky things.
          	
          	im still probably obsessed with the little gaster fandom and will come back to it in a way, but not like this.
          	
          	but i hope you all have a good day or night, whatever suits. I’m probably never going to end the other books though btw, maybe ill give a brief explanation on how i wanted it to end, that is if I remember,
          	
          	But thats it, Im old now, difference interests and such. I just don’t want to black out and say nothing. Life is fine and all, being a busy bee.
          	
          	Hugs n kissed and all of that cute stuff

iiAnxiousii

alrighty, packing it up.
          
          only leaving monsters of limbo up, the rest can be left in my drafts. Not really proud of those, most I never want to look at chapter-wise, yucky things.
          
          im still probably obsessed with the little gaster fandom and will come back to it in a way, but not like this.
          
          but i hope you all have a good day or night, whatever suits. I’m probably never going to end the other books though btw, maybe ill give a brief explanation on how i wanted it to end, that is if I remember,
          
          But thats it, Im old now, difference interests and such. I just don’t want to black out and say nothing. Life is fine and all, being a busy bee.
          
          Hugs n kissed and all of that cute stuff

iiAnxiousii

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hcing that when Swapfell was an actively good dad, he didn't let Papyrus and Sans swear at each other, but would allow (specfically) papyrus swear at others if there was a good reason for it. like papyrus was questioning swapfells stance on it, and he basically said, ''kids are mean, and when their mean, be mean back. If that doesn't work, run.'' like he isnt gonna let his kids get toasted out on the streets. and for the reason too not swear at his brother because he said something among the lines of, ''when and if im gone, its only going to be you two, there is no me. just you two." papyrus didnt understood shit from what he said, man basically replied with like that little mfer always biting my leg. Papyrus only truley understood when Swapfell started being more neglectful (like focusing on his other project, trying to help melody and the others, finding a way out of the barrier ect. - instead of focusing on his kids)

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Cw // death
            
            And if by chance he found a human kid fell down the void, he would do like 3 things. He would either leave them at the door of the G.G house, not one word, not even giving his name, and leave.  (Good ending)
            Let the human kid stay at their place, Swapfell would ignore them for the most part, keeping them alive by cooking them food, the kid won't even know Swapfell's name until like 3 days staying in. Swapfell only said, to NOT distract them while they work and don't be too loud.  (Neutral ending) 
              Kill them. Like Swapfell would feel slightly bad for a KID,  a SMALL KID, barely understands why their down here and what is this place. And it would rack his mind until it becomes unbearing. YEAH swapfell will feel bad for ending a kids life, but too his own perspective it's better than living in a desolate void. To Swapfell, it's a way of sparring this kid. But in reality it's moreso a reflection on his own ideals, and his own life. He probably think living in the void is a reflection of the sins you gained over your life time, i.e the main reason why he's there. -- But long story short, he'll kill you in a peaceful manner, no pain invlove, it'll be peaceful. He'll probably make your last day in the void somewhat fun, just because he feels bad. (Bad ending - But has an extremely low chance of happening, Maestro would DEFINITLY stop him. I can only see this happening if JUST gotten out of a mental breakdown)
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AND AND  - i like to think that Swapfell doesn't actually experiment on kids, (specifcally kids under 13) theres a few reason why, this man conscious WOULD NOT let him, not at all, like he can try to defy his conscious (and his soul to an extent) all he wants, but it's not going to let him. (and if he doesn try, he'll just end up tired and confused) -- reason 2, he doesn't find human kids all that interesting, they cry and whine and whatever kids do, if he was still in the G.G house, and if you were like a 8 year old kid, he would probably ignore you for the most part. --  
            It's not like he doesn't like kids, it's just that it feels too familar to his own kids, like his mind would connect any personality from just one kid, and it'll unlock a forbidden memory. -- 
              And if it was after the 'incident' and he magically sees this kid with one of the gaster's, he go like, "What the.. What is this.. Two year old doing in this limbo?" - Depending on the Gaster reaction, but it'll end up like "youre not going touch the kid.."
            Swapfell will respond as, "Yeah, no I'm not planning too. It's already sad that this kid have to live their short lifespan in this desolate void. Anyways, I'm not interested with crybabies." And this man would leave, WAVING goodbye to the gaster he just encountered and continue on with his work +
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these little guys are IN MY BRAIN and i CANNOT get them out. GET them OUT of here
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doin a full rewrite of the begining im not keepin the previous chapters but im feelin real good abt this.

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I swear dine  would be a somewhat like able character this time
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i read like half a chapter from my old book and holy fucking shit dine was an unlike able character like WOW.
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the urge to rewrite my whole book because looking in the chapters WILL give me an uncomfortable feeling

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AND I ENDED THE BOOK AT 69 CHAPTERS?? LETS GO
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and if i do make a remake itll probably to practice writing
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and if i do put fillers, hopefully on god itll be about extending the gasters relationship w/ dine
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i feel like hc'ing the gaster gang races anyways
          Wingdings - White 
          Swap (US) - Hispanic or atleast Mixed like white-hispanic 
          Fell (UF) - Black  
          Stars (OT) - White or Asian 
          Blindy (NT) - White 
          Swapfell (SF) - Afro-Latino

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what was i on
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well most of them are hcs some of them are true, like Flotts and Bunnymuse RP and the Human ver. of them
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^^^ ALL OF THESE ARE HEADCANON AND NOT CANON AT ALL ^^^
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"Swapfell is hot" I say into the mic.
          
           The crowd boos. I began to walk off in shame, when a voice speaks and commands silence from the room.
          
          "Their right" they say. I look for the owner of the voice. There in the 6th row stands: Its.. Swapfell himself !  /ref

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a little, wacky
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i was going INSANE
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i said 6th row bc he he was the 6th gaster to fall into the void giggles
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