⋆˚𝐆 𝐀 𝐁 𝐙 𝐙 ᥫ᭡ .⋆

what da freak
          
          
          
          Liam paynes gone, I BEG UR FINEST PARDON.
          
          What the flippity dippity is this month / year like man said we got p diddy n Beyoncé drama, young filly (don’t even get me started) and now Liam paynes gone like this month is moving mad thers no way someone jst causally falls from a 3 story balcony like ik there saying he ‘jumped’ but u ts not adding up I’ll be so real like it don’t sit right like a few days ago he was talking abt p diddy + jay z and now he jst jumped? not fishy at all plus apparently people are saying why if r was in the same hotel but icl I don’t rlly get the whole Beyoncé  drama and his girl was veryyyy sketchy by leaving like a few days before he passed.
          
          
          Anywho never in my life did I think I would be alive to see Hollywood crumble but here we are ‍♀️ 
          
          
          bye bye bbg’s   
          
          
          
          
          
          

LOVE AIN’T REAL BRO
          
          
          I swear the worlds giving us signs love isn’t real like how the fuck are you telling me molly mae and bloody tommy fury broke up like sorry but what the fuck and then like a couple days ago the whole lamine yamal thing with his girl happened like man said even celebrities can’t find love I give up bro I genuinely might agree with central cee even though he’s a dickhead right now loves a delusional genuinely bro.
          
          
          ANYWAYS BYE BYE LOVES 

FACE CLAIM
          
          
          
          GUYSSS HELP I NEED FACE CLAIM IDEAS FOR THE CHRIS STURNIOLO BOOK 
          
          Imma try to do the cast and a chapter today so I beg someone reply!!

Hear me out…
          
          
          
          I rlly wanna start a Chris sturniolo book…..ik I haven’t finished  the central cee one but I really wanna start a sturniolo one so I’m asking you lovelies for permission .
          
          I might still update the central cee one but I’m in my Chris era so yeah lemme know if you’d read it .
          
          
          Bye gang 

YAP
          
          But yk when ppl r like “they went a whole day or whatever of airing you so they don’t  care” like dint get me wrong thsi is quite true but at the same time not bc I will air ppl to like ‘protect’ them I’m a way bc I don’t want to be like involving them w me drama and stuff so like I think that’s very fucking controversial but we move.
          
          Thanks for reading  my yap <3

VENT ABT MY LIFE AND WHERE I BEEN
          
          
          
          
          So uhm firstly I wanted to hello to all my pookie bears.
          
          and then I’m gonna apologise for being very inactive but I unfortunately can’t say that will be changing As I’ve got quiteee a lot of stuff still going on.
          
          But basicallyyyyy my parents r divorced right and that not new like they always been split up since I was little so I’m used to that part but the thing is my mums absolute bitch towards me and I kid you not the only reason she wnat me to live w her is bc she would gets child support money or Whatevr and on the other hand I wanna live w my dad bc he’s generally amazing but obviously the court favout my mum so yeha I’ve got a lot going on in that part of my life.
          
          
          Butttt let’s move on to the dickhead amari so basically he’s a guy I’ve knwo for liek ages but recently he’s moving mad right and idk what to do bc it’s pissing me off how he sees this a a situationship but we’ve never actually said taht so it’s like how h calling me yours but ur still chatting ti other girls likeee sorry? But yeha Imma
          beef him time girlies dww 
          
          
          And jst jn gently my mental health’s not where it should be and schools draining asf so yeha I’m not dead guys I’m alive and somewhat healthy so yeha Thera my update I gusse.
          
          BYEEE POOKIESS 

DISGUSTING 
          
          I’m sorry but what Cench did to Madeline is actually disgusting like yeah he’s leng asf but that don’t make it okay for what he did to Madeline like sorry but what the fuck like I low-key thought he was a genuine nice ass uk rapper but the. He’s doing that like bro he can go get cheffed by digga d I couldn’t give 2 fucks no more little no eyelashes cunt 

VENT I THINK 
          
          
          Icl j don’t really post  this kind if stuff but oh well, like I’ve genuinely never had such a bad school day like honestly wallahi today was actually one of the worst days of school I ever had like yk it’s bad when you break the ‘no matter how mad it is don’t cry at school’ rule you made to yourself like everything g was pausing me off so off course I had  a meltdown breakdown and on to too it all of my teachers were being like so bait like continuously asking  “are u ok” like it’s was not genuine trust me like idk why they don’t just fucking understand the words “I don’t want to talk about it”  like I don’t give two shits how bad it gets because at the end of the day the minute I open up to teachers social workers and all that will be on my case and I ain’t doing that shit again. And then when I was like having a whole crying sesh in class I’m obviously tryna hide it but the this one bit and his little minions just be mocking it like bro stfu and then they ask why I’m so rude maybe because you would do anything to make the class laugh and ‘rate’ you even if that means the other person practically gets humiliated. And on top of alll that I’m still tryna keep my face form looking like I’ve been crying from my friends because even though I trust then with everything in me I hate crying infringe of people and like being the therapy friend and then all of a sudden you break down like no thanks and like I don’t cry informs of ppl so it looks like I don’t cry like that so I’m tryna hide it so then ppl don’t have to always ask me ‘oh you ok today” like just don’t.
          
          
          
          (Books officially on hold till i get my mental state back on track)

LIFE
          
          guys im low-key so sorry but icl life recently genuinely jst been so fucking tiring like it’s the same shit diff day and j low-key cnat be asked how more and then coming home and having to write chapters like I jst ain’t got motivation and on top of all that my own home  or family problem shit ain’t helping and the friendgrouos low-key falling apart and boys r just such little dickheads  so  I jst ym understand but imma try to write a chapter this weekend but I beg ym bare with me xxx
          
          
          (Ignore the amount of times I wrote low-key)

WE CAN GO BAND4BAND  FUCK THAT WE CAN GO M FOR M 
          
          Sorry guys but something came up and I couldn’t
          Pat today soz but it was low-key important and impacts my life so I’ll probs be inactive for the next couple days chapter wise but I might still reply and comment and stuff hope you understand xx