if you notice more of my stories disappearing , it is simply because i have come to realize that they are something i am no longer proud of. especially considering the fact that looking back on it makes *me* uncomfortable, i couldn't imagine how i'd feel if i was in the shoes of the people i wrote about.
for a long time, it was what kept me going and how i found motivation, now- not so much. as much as i wanted to leave them up for people who enjoyed them to go back as they please, i just can't keep looking at them anymore. i was once very proud of the things i accomplished with my first and only one shot book. i hosted contests and i made so many friends, i was engaging in a community that i once admired from afar. but, i can't look at that and feel the same way i used to.
i made this so long and sad for no reason, i just felt like i needed to be honest. i probably won't be writing on this app anymore, anyway, so it was only a matter of time. i still cherish all the positive feedback i got, but i know better now. i love y'all <3
