I honestly don't know what to think, I don't think ive ever felt this kind of sadness. They cancelled school for the rest of the year in the state im in, that was the only time and place where I could see and talk to my girlfriend, I miss her a lot she doesn't have her phone and I think shes getting a number, I got a new number so communication wont be easy. I just miss her a lot. The few last weeks I could see her ive been a bit bitter to her. But that was because of I was scared. Before we dated, and I had a crush on her she "Liked" another one of her friends, I still don't know if this is true. Everytime I see her with her she seems so happy it actually makes me smile hehe. I just wanted her to be happy and I just couldn't handle anything...
sorry for the vent heh