Zeke

Dude can I say I love your pfp sm??? But like Salvis? Really fam you lost me there smh (jkjk)

Y’all should check out my fic I started on 100%

GUYS I FINISHED 7 HW ASSIGNMENTS IN ONE NIGHT LETS GOOOO

i physically cannot keep most foods down rn so like, wish me luck ig

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          it’s a weird feeling to watch ur self lose the progress u gained. i was doing sm better during the summer i could play pretend and forget that beneath it all was cold hard reality. i’m struggling to not throw up at the thought of eating i have a pit in my stomach and my parents. they’re back to their old ways, tho ig it never changed. everything is based on grades, grades, grades. they still see me as a fucking girl and it hurts so damn much. i’ve been out for around 8 months now and i get it takes time but i feel like more progress should’ve been made. i want to cut my skin open i want to tear my breasts off everything hurts i’m trying so hard not to go back to the way i was before but it’s rlly hard. i wish i could be there perfect little girl i wish i could be the extrovert with no insecurities the happy independent kid that never fucking existed. they don’t know me they know an illusion and it hurts. i’m so tired. 

i’m gonna sob a dude WHO HAS A GF keeps flirting with me and like degrading me (told him i have a degradation kink) AND IDK HOW TO TWLL HIM IF HE DONT STOP IMMA CATCH FEELINGS

so i just figured out i’m a gay man

my bsf just told me i’m a very pretty boy i’m so happy rn

“say it say u want me dead, say i deserve the pain i feel. tell me it’s my fault tell me u hate me and that i’m worthless so when i go i’ll be doing someone a favor.”
          

anyways i finished the movie a lil bit ago… i’d like to say i don’t kin shinji anymore and am thoroughly concerned and disgusted at everything that happened