I highly doubt you'll see this but, I really hope you're doing well! It's been so long, your 8th member story really hits me and in my eyes it's so inspiring and relatable (not the 'being an idol' part lol I wish) but whenever you say a chapter is trash I'm really sad because all of your chapters are actuals amazing, I really wish I could write just like you! Just remember you have thousands of fans that care and since you haven't posted in your book for a while I've read the whole thing 4 times! I never get tired of it!! And if you ever ran out of ideas please tell us and we can always help! But really I hope you're doing well and aren't suffering like before, I have felt so bad every time I read any of your messages here about how depressed you are and I've wished I was there to comfort you... I hope you haven't forgotten about wattpad and when you're strong enough and happy please continue your stories because it's one of my favorite things to read. Love you and I hope you're doing amazing