@ikikstopannoyingme
does anyone else have the two week minecraft phase rn?
@ikikstopannoyingme yeah though I just died and all my stuff is lost to the nether so the 2 week minecraft phase is probably over
became the worst version of myself: Watching harry potter 24/7 (and fantastic beasts), have 6 books on my desk i want to read, have glasses and solve rubiks cubes all day.. nerd alert question mark
should i write a rafe cameron x reader typa shi
guys im so obsessed with drew starkey its unhealthy
HELP PLS!!! comment any ideas on the 4 parts of rant i posted under this update status!!! plss
(4) - I cant stand being sad/ angry. Lots of people scream or punch or count to 10 or smth. I cant do that. Well, I do punch walls or people who annoy me but thats only in severe cases. More commonly, I repeat in my head „I need a cig/ dr0gs“ like until i get to the next day.
- I have no friends, seriously. All of them sre in a different school, my classroom is full of cringe npcs, my cousin is moving back to her state bc she doesnt like the school we go to and im fairly sad because no one asks go out with me
-Im scared i‘ll never find love. boys in my class have crushes on the girls in my class and theyve all confessed but im the only one no one confesses to, even though (disclaimer: this sounds EXTRA pick me) Im the only one who makes them laugh (well, everyone really) and im sorry but im the prettiest of them, not bodywise but idk -wise
-i just wish i could go back to 1 year ago i really didnt know how good it was
- my ocd gets worse bc of school bc when im stressed my ocd levels go up (im bad at explaining sry)
-I‘ll let yall know if theres anything else
Agencies look for your features these days“ I dont want to be a today‘s model (or any day‘s model for that) if im gonna be a model i want to have thin legs and yk just perfect features which brings me to my next point: My knees are extremely weak, my arms are REALLY REALLY fat, my belly got so fat i dont fit into my pants, my calves are really fat, asthma, CROOKED nose, weird bald spot on my hair, and I‘m in general just insecure about everything about me. Also i have allergies, weak knees, asthma and exzema. My body is like unhealthy asf. And then people say „Exercise!! Eat healthy!!“ 1) Idk if thats a sensory issue but i hate sweat SO MUCH like i cant stand it, i start twitching and screaming and crying if something sticks to my skin or if like fabric of something sticks to my wet skin, 2) I cant breathe dumbass how do i exercise with asthma. 3) I can only do things (e.g eat healthy/ exercise) for a max. week. No cap now, after a week i slowly get into my old habits and stuff. And then school comes around, i get stressed and binge eat to the point i wish of being anorexic. (3)
not my life genuienly falling apart
-i hate my school and on what field of idk it focuses on
-i cant go to another school because its embarrassing, everyone told me i wouldnt be able to finish this school. Its not because i cant, its because i dont want to
-i dont know what to believe in, god or the evolution thingy. On one hand, if i believe in god im restricted to ALOT of things in life to go to heaven where i will spend the rest of my „life“ and if i dont follow the rules i‘ll „burn in h3ll“ forever which obvi sucks and if im an atheist i‘ll go to h3ll anyway snd im scared that there‘s no afterlife and everythings black forever but im scared there IS an afterlife bc it means i‘ll probs go to hell ASF and if god is so forgiving and shit he‘d forgive me and not create a h3ll like dafuq? (1)
my fake scenarios be so wyld like wdym you got superpowers AND a drug problem?
guysss looking thru my draft works is so interesting /srs literally when i was trippin on a ✨substance✨ and when i was depressed its so funny knowing my past self has to suffer and i dont L