Hey....well, I had my reasons for blocking you.
First of all, I'm not some teenage author you can just throw harsh words at. You saw my book, you liked it, and you wanted to read it. I never said no. But tell me, why would you say it feels like a kid wrote it?
Secondly, I'm a busy person at this point, and I can't keep overworking myself or constantly dealing with criticism anymore because it's becoming too much for me.
Do you even know that the person you're talking to has a fragile heart? Even a little stress could seriously affect my health. What if something happened to me?
Also, there's a respectful way to correct someone. You can point out mistakes politely, and the person will still understand. I've said this countless times—I'm still working on this book. My plan is to finish it first, then hire a professional editor to correct everything.
But what do I always get from readers? Constant criticism.
I have sleepless nights. I work long shifts, and when I come back hoping to relax, the comments alone are enough to hurt me. Sometimes I ask myself, is it a crime to follow your dream and want to become an author?
I stopped writing every day because I have a job now, and I barely have time anymore. My engagement is also coming up. Have I ever complained about how stressful my life has become?
When I write and review my chapters, I don't always have the strength to catch every mistake. And mind you, English is not my first language. No one is perfect.
If you want, go ahead and post me in writers' communities or associations. Tell people I'm a rude author if that's what you believe. Do whatever you want.
I'm done trying to please everyone.
