ilikebeingahuman

I know nobody cares, because why would they, but everything's starting to affect me, so I'm crying myself to sleep. Sleep tight people, I love y'all may we see each other again

ilikebeingahuman

Well hello the fellow humans who enjoy their existence of being humans. Do any of you have some kind of other way to stop thinking about some things other than drinking and cutting? Or any kind of self-harm or drugs? I am seeking assistance as my hand in now mere millimeters from meeting with a rusted razor

ilikebeingahuman

My biggest fear, is waking up in my bed, as a 8-9 year old kid and thinking "wow, what a wild dream"

OneforallUA

@ilikebeingahuman my biggest one is like what if I am immortal? Then I’d slowly watch people die, I mean yeah I can do whatever I want I can become a soldier who’s unkillable, but in the end from years to come I forget my original life, who I was, who my first friends are, who my parents are. Immortality is more of a curse then it is a blessing, I mean yeah if your Odin or Zeus you will have all the knowledge in the world at your hands and your memory will be impeccable, but even then. That makes you less human. I think that’s why whenever you see a show or boom or folk lore. Sometimes an immortal seeks to be mortal. Not because then gotta. No because they have already lost their humanity.
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ilikebeingahuman

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I thought i was over it now, but i guess I'm not, i wasn't bothered by it for a long time now, almost a year without a touch of it, but it just came back at me with a force of a truck, i may have people to help me, but i don't wanna burden them with mine, a few days ago, my love had another try to end themself, they have enough problems, i don't wanna add up to that, last day i heard that they have enough of listening to others problems, and i was one of those people that kept saying how the days were shit and all that. It's my fault, and the history, the past, dammit, it hurts like hell, i can't help but sulk bc of it, i don't enjoy anything i enjoyed before, i barely smile. All the fun things became meh, and i kinda became numb, please don't mind what I'm saying here, i just had to get it out of myself, I'm sorry it came to that i say it to you guys, sorry, and good night/day/evening, have a nice one people, i love y'all