caramel

Goodmornight! Finally I just earned my college degree as an E. Engineering. Its been a long time since I have posted or read in my wattpad account. This pandemic times had been a roller roller coaster to me. I hope that this guy I'm in a relationship with now will be the one that will last for a lifetime. I find it funny yet so surreal to read my 2016 days when I thought I have such a big problem. But who am I to think it that way? (As if I have grown so much) ha ha ha. I am happy yet sad today, I wish i can overcome this insecurity of mine by doing what I had really in my mind from all of these years. I don't want to do the "inhumanely" plan for I dont want to abandon the ones that I care. Hopefully (but i kinda know that it wont or they wont) whatever my decision ppl around me will support me. 
          
          Ps: im reviewing for my engineering 2021 board exam. I hope i will pass this exam with flying colors and one take. Thankyou Lord and fighting self hehe try to love yourself . 

Im in such awe cause of my account. It has been on its 5 years. After reading all of my embarrassing posts it made me feel so much emotions. I find it funny, odd, terrified, anxious, enchanted everything. The memories, the story, the thoughts its so overwhelming yet feels so- im in a WOW state. I cant i mean—

Who ever followed me first here in wattpad will have a favor to me. 

PS: Sorry for my unimportant thoughts and un-college-student-like english he he he ☺️✌️

I guess I just have to move on on what has been said and don't mind it at all. Things will get better. But for now, endure ha ha ha ha ✌️. Ciao!

Its sort of hard to grasp when people notice/tells something about you (may it be anion or cation loool). Especially, when you know they really didn't thought of what they were going to blab... I mean, why?

Its difficult. Not only because you were caught off guard at that moment but also the aftermath of that. The people who had been insulted by, they tend to overthink it. It lingers in their mind for hours or maybe days and sometimes weeks. 

I really don't know what to feel right now. Lol wish someone's with me to accompany here in my house lol. 

A very rainy day. Its like the weather's with me. Hahaha oh well, this night, I assume will be chilly and cold. 2 comforters will do =D Goodnight everyone....