JTHM OBSESSED SCHIZOOO

someone send me death threats so I have a reason to end it all other than being stupidly depressed

when ur not the only one in ur head but you still forget and say stuff that might get you put on 24 hour watch

holy fuckin hell I want to shoot myself
          why cant I just be a maniac without the suicidal nature

y'know those moments where you finally fully realize you fucked up so immensely to the point that you cry for hours realizing what you so stupidly fucked up, I had one of those cause I found a monkey someone gave me. I remember why I hid it, I wanted to hide from emotions, truth, and most importantly of all the true nature of my fuck ups. I can't fix the past, I really want to though, hell myab I am just a big screw up, but atleast I can honestly say I've improved and gotten better. It'll never stop the hurt and everything but hey maybe I deserve to hold this hurt over me until I've gotten to a certain point. I guess I'm trying to look at it positively? I don't know, you're reading the ramblings of a doubtful person that's not mentally sound. Maybe I should have improved more before reaching out again but I can't undo what I've done, I just have to accept it. If your reading this and think it may apply to you well hi you were a great person I regret pushing away, there was nothing ever wrong with you, most if not all faults are on me. I hope your doing great and happy..

"Bunny?"
           "yes, nny."
           "I'm not happy.."

get your ass off Twitter cause it gives you fucking mental illness!!

I am to busy to post nny quotes sorry, nny October is done early but it's fine

2 nny quotes cause apparently the one for yesterday didn't post >:(
          "Killing someone who's bleeding to death. Fff...fuck, you people...you...how stupid you are. Resorting to the same old, monkey brutality, afraid to look up from your bloody dicks. Afraid of transcendence. Hey...your head looks like a potato. And how stupid was I? I, actually paid attention to you! Devoted precious thought to it. God...I used to love the noises I heard in my head. Hhh...I never should've left my room...my room, out there, I almost remember it. It's gone now...along with everything else...vanishing. Heh...potato." - Johnny C.
          
          "Funny thing is, Pinocchio's a real boy now but his wiring's all fucked up."-Johnny C.
          

"Any pile of stunted growth unaware that entertainment is just that and nothing more, deserves to doom themselves to some dank cell, somewhere, for having been so stupid!! Movies, books, T.V., music - They're all just entertainment, not guidebooks for damning yourself!"-Johnny C.

"Witty closing remarks have been replaced by massive head trauma and severe hemorrhaging."-Johnny C.