illegallyBlonde_

Just got WiFi back finally after the whole  Portugal power outage from heII—-

illegallyBlonde_

I just found out I have to give a 30 MINUTE oral presentation for philosophy in front of my whole class and in a language I’m not fluent in. I know thirty minutes might not seem like a lot to people but I can hardly get through a 10 minute one with my social anxiety— (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)

GrandmaInfestation

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@illegallyBlonde_ they should fuck off I’ll beat them fy if u want me to, like if they shame you for struggling with the dialect istg
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illegallyBlonde_

@illegallyBlonde_ and the worst part is that I really don’t have many friends so I kinda feel like I’m letting them down or upsetting them because we are always in a group for this type of thing. Like here I am the asșhole who can hardly speak the language and can’t talk in front of people tanking their grade.
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illegallyBlonde_

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@GrandmaInfestation honestly it’s horrifying. Like I already feel sick to my stomach. And I have to open the presentation (yk like start it and shit). Alas,  sadly I don’t have any Valium or anti anxiety meds in my house so I’m raw dogging this bs.
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illegallyBlonde_

How y’all doing? I feel like it’s been forever since I asked.

GrandmaInfestation

@illegallyBlonde_ (NOT LUCKY, THE FINAL WAS MASTER CHEF STYLE AND DURING THE TEST MY TEAMMATE JUST ASKS ME HOW LONG TO COOK TH DAMN SALAMI) THANK YOU, I was kind of freaking out for the chemistry exams since it was oral, but we managed.
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illegallyBlonde_

@GrandmaInfestation I feel like I should ask what “Screaming of the deceased” means but at the same time I’m concerned lmaoooo
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illegallyBlonde_

@AkiraEdogawa that’s good! I’m doing pretty good too. Nothing really interesting happening currently tbh. Oh I have an oral presentation tomorrow so that sucks, oh and a test the next day.
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illegallyBlonde_

Sorry if I’ve been kinda M.I.A  the last week!!!!! I some how managed to get a bad case of  the flu while on my period while we found out that my apartments heating unit was never certified or up to code and has been leaking small-ish amounts carbon monoxide nonstop for the past two months.

GrandmaInfestation

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@illegallyBlonde_ because I was not sleeping, also I just did a lesson on WW I and they mentioned using poisonous gases. Also I just realized I have blood from so many countries when I read the thing. Like, Germany, Czech, Ireland, Italy, America… like holy fuck, all sides of it
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illegallyBlonde_

@GrandmaInfestation honestly they pry did lol. I need to brush up on my history tbh so don’t quote me on that— and secondly that sucks!!!! Why did they take your stuff? (For a minute I thought you meant you actually died— I didn’t  read the next sentence when I thought that lol)
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GrandmaInfestation

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@illegallyBlonde_ 1. Didn’t they use that in a world war? 2. I am doing. Uhhh, I was dead for a while because my parents have confiscated my shit for a bit, but now I am alive
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illegallyBlonde_

Is it just me or is wattpad hiding y’all’s notifs too???

illegallyBlonde_

@illegallyBlonde_ from other things like*
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illegallyBlonde_

@Olixqs @LittleLavenderLover ikr like I use the webpage so I was wondering if it was just me. But I’m genuinely worried that I’m missing updates were other things from the books I’m reading—-
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Olixqs

yes!! 3:
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illegallyBlonde_

Oh my God I just had a math test yesterday. The thing is the math test was supposed to be next week on Friday or at least that’s what everybody told me. Turns out it was not next week on Friday. It was yesterday so I hadn’t even started studying yet. The minute I walked into the classroom and the teacher starts passing out the tests I nearly died. WHEN I TELL YOU I ALMOST SHlT MYSELF—-  LIKE WTF